Broken || J.W.

Hello Again Love

"I love you Isaac" I said to myself. "And that's never going to change"

"I love you too " said a familiar voice.

I turned around not believing what I had seen.

It was this glowy figure very bright and it stood out.

"Is this.. Is this real?" I cried.

"Yes, it's real my love. I'm here but I will be gone soon" Isaac said.

"Please stay with me" I cried. "I can't live without you"

He smiled at me.

I put a hand out.

"Can I..touch you?" I asked.

He nodded and I hugged him tightly.

"Hello again love" he whispered kissing my head.

"I love you so much " I cried.

"I love you so much more" he said.

I let go and smiled.

"Will you visit often?" I asked.

"When I am eligible I shall" he smiled. "It fits you!"

I looked down at my hand.

"Yeah" I laughed with tears in my eyes.

"It looks beautiful on you" he smiled with tears in his eyes.

"I need you too know something" he smiled.

"What is it?" I asked holding his hand.

"I want you too know, that it's okay too date other people. I'm waiting for you anyways." He smiled.

"I can't. Because I'm waiting for you" I said.

He smiled and shook his head.

"I love you so much" he smiled with tears streaming down his face.

"I love you too" I smiled, tears also streaming down my face.

He kissed me passionately before I blacked out.

When I wake up, I'm lying on my bed. It looks about noon and I have a massive headache.

I sat up and looked down on my hand. The ring was still there, I stared at it for a while.

Was I dreaming? Or did that really happen.

I pushed my hair back. I'm deciding to keep this to myself because I don't want them to think I'm crazy.

I wish he was here, I wish he was able to grow old with me. To be able too properly get married to me.

I didn't know what to think. I felt grateful and insane. I think I'm going mad. Although, if this is what mad is I think I'll keep my madness.

"Oh Isaac." I sighed. "I hope I see you again very soon."

I heard the door bell ring. I wiped my tears and walked over to my front door.

As I opened it, I saw Jacob standing there.

"Hey Bella." He said with a soft smile on his face. "Are you okay?"

"Um, yeah." I said. "Why are you here, if you don't mind me asking?"

"You texted me to come over" he said raising an eyebrow.

"Wha.." I trailed off.

He showed me his phone.

"Hey Jacob, can you come over..I need someone to hang out with right now.."

"I don't remember sending that" I said.

"Oh, do you want me to go?" Jacob said pointing to his car with his thumb.

"No, it's okay." I smiled. "I actually do need to hang out with someone"

"I'm glad I was the one you texted" he said with a smile.

"Yeah, I'm sorry my mind is just occupied on other things I must have forgotten" I said.

I really don't think I sent that message.

I stepped aside letting Jacob inside of my house.

"What do you feel like doing?" I asked him.

"We could watch movies" he suggested.

I nodded and walked over to the cabinet that held all my movies in it.

"Is Trick or Treat okay?" I asked holding up the DVD.

"Yes, that's a great movie" he smiled.

I chuckled and walked over to the DVD player and put it in there.

Walking into the kitchen to make popcorn, Casper sits by his empty food bowl pawing at it.

I put food in it and he eats it.

When the popcorn is ready, I grab two cans of Dr.Pepper and walk into the living room.

I sit next to him and put the popcorn in between us as a barrier.

We watched the movie. Occasionally I would glance over at him.

He had these eyes that would do a squint when he smiled. It reminded me of a child.

When the movie did end he had to go home.

I gave him a friendly hug on his way out and watched him leave.

I cleaned up the mess we made and walked into my room with Casper in my arms.

I was alone again.

I turned on my t.v. and watched a rerun of the walking dead and fell asleep during a commercial.

There was a lot to think about.

Especially about what happened. Was it a dream? Or did it actually happen?