My Hate For You

Chapter 2

Jimin Pov

After I heard Yoongi saying that, I ran off crying. I heard Jungkook's voice yelling my name, but I ignored him and kept on running. I just kept running from the practice room.

I ran into a empty room and slammed the door shut, I collasped against the wall curling into a ball, crying into my knees. I'm never enough, not even for the group. Yoongi is right, I should leave the group.

I heard a knock and a familar voice, "Jimin please let me in," Namjoon said. "I'm only here, no one else." He said ever so gently.

I whimpered lightly as the door opened, and before I know it, I was pulled into a tight hug. He held my head in his chest as I cried into his chest, and he stroked my hair.

"Why does he hate me so much Hyung?? I never done a thing to him," I asked him.

He sighed, "I don't know Minnie. But ignore him, we want you. Just because you are sensitive doesn't mean you should leave the group, specially if it is because of him." He told me sternly but gently.

I cried into his chest and he just held me tightly. "It hurts Hyung, everything he says hurts." I whimpered out.

"I know Minnie. I'm going to talk to him," he said.

I nodded my head weakly and just kept my head on his chest as he rubbed my back with one hand and the other stroked my hair.

Back at the dorms

I was in my room as I trapped myself in there. Yoongi's words on repeat.

He's annoying. If he can't handle it then he should leave the group.

Tears streamed down my face as his words kept echoing in my head. I got up out of bed and headed to my bathroom, attached to the dorm, and looked through the drawers looking for something. I sighed as I finally found the razor.

TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM!!!

I sat on the floor as I pulled my pants down exposing my thighs, that is covered in old scars. It's been a while since I cut myself.

I closed my eyes and pressed the razor against my thigh and sighed as I cut myself. Like always, I felt nothing but relief. Completely numb.

I watched the blood travel to the floor and I kept cutting a few more times.

END OF TWIGGER WARNING

I cleaned myself up after a while and went and laid back down. The thoughts finally stopped and I stared at the ceiling.

I heard a knock on my door and it opened. I looked up and saw a teared eyed Taehyung. "What is wrong Tae??" I asked him.

He busted out in tears and quickly climbed into bed. He hugged me tightly, "Please don't leave Hyung!! I still want you here!!" He exclaimed loudly.

I sighed gently and hugged him tightly, "I'm not leaving Tae. I'm not going anywhere," I told him softly.

He nodded against my neck and held onto me tightly, when the door opened revealing a pissed off Yoongi. I tensed.

"Will you two quieten it down??" He snarled but kept his glare on me, "Jimin is perfectly fine Tae, he'll get over it."

"Fuck you Yoongi," I snarled back at him. "I have never done a thing to you, but you treat me so badly for no reason." I finally spoke up against him.

He glared at me and kept his stare stern, "Don't act all fucking innocent Jimin. You are no where near innocent, I know what you did to get into this group," he snarled at me harshly.

"I have no fucking idea what you are talking about Yoongi," I snarled back at him.

He laughed coldly at me and said the one thing no one knew, "I know you fucked the manager," he snarled at me.

I froze as Taehyung quickly sat up. He looked at me shocked and exclaimed, "What?!?!"

Yoongi smirked at me, "Yes Taehyung, Jimin is a little slut fucking the manager, just to join the group," he said smirking at me the whole time, happy.

Taehyung quickly got off of me looking at me shocked. "Hyung, is that true??" He asked me shocked.

Tears formed in my eyes, "You don't know a damn thing about me Yoongi," I told him as my voice broke, while ignoring Taehyung.

"But I do Jimin. You fuck people to get your way," he smirked at me, "and you are nothing but a slut and always will be a slut."

Tears streamed down my face as he spoke, my heart completely breaking. I heard Taehyung scoff lightly, "I can't believe you would do something like that Hyung," he spoke.

I quickly got up and left the room, I ran out of the dorm ignoring the others voices.

Yoongi POV

I watched as Jimin ran out of the room and Taehyung cried, "I can't believe he would sleep his way in," he cried. My heart broke at watching him crying.

"He always had secrets Tae," I told him, "he just never said any of them."

He nodded and walked out and I soon followed him. I walked into the living room and everyone looked at me shocked. Taehyung was cuddled between his 2 boyfriends, Jungkook and Hoseok. Jin had his arm around his boyfriend Namjoon.

"Is it true Yoongi??" Jin asked me.

"What??" I asked back.

"Did Jimin really sleep his way into the group??" Jungkook asked.

I nodded my head and they all looked down, then Hoseok spoke up as he glared at me, "You don't know what happened that day Yoongi," he said harshly.

"What is that supposed to mean Hoseok??" Jin asked him.

Hoseok sighed and shook his head, "I promised him to not tell anyone," he said.

I scoffed, "Bullshit. You won't say anything because you are trying to defend the slut," I snapped at him.

He got up glaring at me, "He isn't a fucking slut!!" He yelled at me.

Namjoon spoke up, "Hoseok tell us or I am having him removed from the group," he said sternly.

Hoseok's eyes widened, "You can't do that!!" He yelled at him and Jin spoke.

"He can," he spoke, "we don't need someone who sleeps their way into things."

Jungkook got up and wrapped his arms around Hoseok's waist,"Tell us Hoseok. Please," he pleaded with me, "I don't believe Jimin would do something like this."

He sighed and spoke.

Cliff Hanger!!!