My Hate For You

Chapter 4

Jimin POV

I stood at the top of the mountain's cliff as the voices repeated in my head.

Go ahead and jump. No one cares. They all know you are a slut, nothing but a slut.

I shook my head as I tried to keep the voices at bay as I stepped closer to the edge of the cliff. But my whole body froze when I heard my name.

"Jimin??" A familar voice spoke.

My head snapped and I saw the others standing there looking shocked. Taehyung was crying as Jungkook hugged him. Hoseok stood at the front looking at me terrified, Jin was holding onto Namjoon scared, and Yoongi looked down like he was feeling guilty.

Hoseok finally spoke, "Jimin, please move away from the cliff," he spoke, "please come to us."

"N-No, everyone hates me now," I said as my voice broke, "everyone know Hoseok."

Taehyung whimpered as Hoseok spoke again, "Yes we do," he spoke gently, "but I told them the truth."

"E-Everyone thinks I'm a slut," I said, "someone who sleeps with people to just get their way."

I saw Yoongi take a deep breath and I continued, "Someone who is nothing but a slut!!"

I saw Hoseok tense lightly, "No one thinks that Min."

I laughed, "Yoongi does!! He said it!!" I cried out, "And he is right Hoseok!!"

I saw tears flowing down Yoongi's cheeks and he finally spoke, "I'm sorry Jimin. I should've not judged you."

I scoffed, "You're only saying that because you feel bad!!"

Namjoon spoke, "Minnie, listen to me, he was shocked. He didn't mean it," he said but sounded unsure of himself.

"When didn't he mean something??" I asked him. "Cause it seems like you are always defending him from something."

"I do not defend him," he said sternly.

"You do!! Cause everytime you "talk" to him, you always end up laughing with him!!" I yelled out at him.

It was silent for a while. I just sat there in the silence enjoying it.

Tears ran down my face as I remembered everything. The fun times with them, even with Yoongi. The laughter. The smiles. Everything. Then I remembered the moment that I realized I had a crush on the person who hated me the most. Min Yoongi. The guy who made my life a living hell. The one who brought this up. The guy who is one of the reasons I am standing here right now.

And I still like him.

I finally spoke again, "I can't do it anymore Namjoon. I can't keep pretending that everything he says doesn't hurt me when," my voice broke again, "it does hurt. Like hell, and none of you seem to care." Tears continued streaming down my face, "And I don't know why he hates me so much after I protected him from that manager, and he hates me for literally breathing."

Everyone stayed quiet, "None of you knows what it is like for something like that to happen. And none of you would care," I spoke, "specially Yoongi. I could literally take a bullet for him and he'd still hate me." I cried out. Everything around us quiet.

Then a voice spoke out, "I don't hate you Jimin. I never did," he said softly.

"No you don't. You don't have to pretend just because you feel bad," I told him. "Just because you feel bad cause I got r-raped for you doesn't mean you have to feel bad for me."

Yoongi sighed stepping up, "It's not that. I hid my feelings from you, pretending to hate you, to hide them from you," he said as I froze.

"Don't say something you don't mean Yoongi," I told him sharply.

"I do mean it Jimin. I am in love with you," he told me while stepping closer.

I scoffed lightly, "No you don't. No one loves me. I would do anything for you Yoongi, but you don't care. You hate me," I cried, "and for no reason. I let him..... so he wouldn't hurt you, but you still don-"

Yoongi cut me off, "I do love you Park Jimin!!" He yelled. "I love you with all my heart!! I didn't know how to tell you, so I took it out on you!!" He exclaimed as more tears fell down his cheeks, "And I'm so so sorry!! For everything!!" He walked closer as I stepped away turning to him as tears fell down my face. The others were forgotten. "I wanted to tell you multiple times!! So many times!! But I get scared!!" He grabbed my hand and held it gently.

"I got so scared cause I remembered my parents hating me for being gay!! They hit me for being gay!!" He cried and my heart broke. "And I closed myself off from feeling anything for people, then you came along and everything came rushing back!!" He choked lightly but then continued, "Then my heart broke hearing about what happened to you because you protected, then I remembered what I said about you!!"

I choked out slightly, "Yoongi...."

He shook his head slightly, "Let me finish. The way I treated you, the names I called you," he choked out, "and my heart kept breaking as Hoseok told us. And what really broke me was when I found out you did it for me. To keep me safe."

I couldn't take it anymore and I pulled him towards me, kissing him passionately. He froze, but quickly returned the kiss. We stood there kissing as he held onto my body tightly.

We pulled away when we heard clapping and I looked over and all of them were crying. They rushed over and pulled me into a tight hug.

I finally felt happy. I laid my head on Yoongi's shoulder and he held me as the others tightened the hug.