Linus arrived early at the indoor swimming complex where he went weekly for an hour of of laps to keep fit. Today would be very different from other days, though. The reason? He'd finally meet the man he called 'Daddy'. He'd known Daddy online for quite some time now. They had been chatting many times - always about Linus' secret submissive and cross-dressing desires.
Even though Linus was married to a beautiful woman and lived what appeared to be a respectable middle-class lifestyle, these clandestine longings tormented him daily. He'd always felt straight and normal until one fateful night he stumbled upon a website dedicated to cross-dressing and domination. Setting up a 'submissive' profile with a photo of his toned body in a pair of his wife's panties had seemed harmless enough, yet the responses he received had struck a nerve deep within him.
Most of the reactions were crude and vulgar, but something in those messages made him feel desired in a way he'd never experienced before. Linus started craving that feeling more than anything else. While most messages were shallow as fuck, the first message from the man he'd come to call 'Daddy', however, threw him off guard. It was written in an sophisticated yet raw tone expressing desire and curiosity about Linus' inclinations and experience.
"Dear boy, your profile picture is very alluring. You seem to take good care of your body and those panties look amazingly sexy on you. Does your mother know you wear her clothes or are they your girlfriend's? It is clear you enjoy playing dress-up but you should consider taking things further, if you haven't already. Pantyboys like you need guidance and discipline to unleash their true potential. I can provide that and much more if you let me. Kind regards, your future Daddy. "
The message ignited something inside Linus. After his initial hesitant reply they started chatting very late into the night. Daddy had Linus confessing a lot of his fantasies of cross-dressing, submission, exhibitionism and even more. In turn Daddy revealed stories of past conquests, relating tales of young innocent boys turned into slaves under his guidance. Chatting with this man became a sickening addiction to Linus.
The chats evolved into voice calls with Linus listening to the filthiest whispers through his headset on multiple occasions while his wife sat next to him, clueless. Daddy would force Linus to masturbate in secret and afterward Linus would feel guilty, disgusted with himself, but still unable to resist returning for another fix. The voice calls soon evolved into lengthy Skype calls with Daddy very explicitly instructing Linus how to act like his slut and how to properly pleasure himself.
During these video calls Linus developed the ill-advised habit of shutting down his webcam and laptop as soon as he reached another euphoric climax. The comedown after the supremely erotic high would instantly fill him with self-loathing, shame and regret, knowing full well he needed to find balance in his life again. Linus would then ignore his Daddy for a couple of days until the withdrawal became too much.
Daddy reacted to these episodes with cold fury, accusing Linus of not appreciating his time and dominance fully, pushing Linus harder towards crossing lines he knew were wrong. He would ignore the younger man's pleading apologies, instead insisting that Linus accept his true nature wholeheartedly. Daddy's influence over Linus intensified day after day. This growing power dynamic left Linus constantly conflicted between following Daddy's twisted orders or rejecting the darker parts of himself.
One day, after another of Linus post-orgasmic disappearing acts, Daddy decided to put an end to it. "Your loss" was his last message via email. He wouldn't reply to any of Linus' messages and had blocked him ruthlessly on Skype. For the first night in a long while he wouldn't be able to act out his fantasies with Daddy, and many nights followed.
It took Linus weeks to regain composure from the shock. Every sexual thought reminded him of Daddy's control and every night with his wife made him crave the darkness. Eventually, he found solace back in his routine activities. As the months passed, Linus tried hard to push away memories of his experiences, hoping they would fade away with time. However, he couldn't help feeling drawn back to Daddy -- despite his best efforts to suppress such desires.
