I finally started to get into a routine after accepting my sissy self. The hardest part about keeping myself satisfied was the presence of my roommate. Counter-intuitive, right? But I'm not brave enough to try anything with Johnny. Luckily, he goes out a lot, leaving the apartment all to myself. He goes to the gym, bars, all kinds of social places, a real outgoing guy. I, on the other hand, am much more of a homebody. While he's out making friends I'm confined to my room fucking myself senseless. Tonight was no different, Johnny left about and hour ago and I lay on my bed wearing nothing but some lacy pink panties, covering my useless clitty as I play with a much more generous dildo in my mouth.
With my mouth occupied and sissy hypno softly playing in my ear I examine myself. My body was becoming a lot more feminine recently, I ran the fingers of my free hand along my soft, white, shaven body. I'd let my hair grow really long at this point, the blonde strands hanging behind my shoulder blades when I stand. I had also taken to putting make up on but I was no master of the craft it was just enough to look just a little more feminine. Tonight I'd even cleaned my butt, ready to ride my toy as hard as I could.
As I pumped the dildo in an out of my wanting mouth, I felt my lust start to overtake me. Delusions played in my mind, suddenly wanting to go find a gloryhole or sign up for Grindr to find a real cock. I knew these fantasies would pass. It was all to inconvenient, my haze would lift before I could act on any of them. But, I indulged the ideas simply because of how hot they were.
It took me a second to register when I heard the front door start to open. Johnny was back early!? Panic started to set in and I quickly shut off my sissy hypno. There was no way he could have heard it and I reassured myself that the door to my room was closed and locked. I was safe, but still scared. I lay completely still, resting my dildo accross my chest as I listened to Johnny start moving towards his room. He didnt go there though, instead I heard him flop onto the couch in our living room. Getting up and pressing my ear against the door it wasn't long until I faintly heard his even breathing. He was sleeping on the couch.
I sat back on my heels as I reassured myself that he was, in fact, asleep. Good, I thought, he won't catch me tonight then. But my mind was still flooded with horny thoughts and suddenly, one in particular surged to the front of my mind. I imagined myself, knelt before my strong, tall, roommate. Bobbing up and down on his alpha cock tasting every inch until finally... My clitty twitched and I caught myself with a hand on my door. This wasn't like the other fantasies, there was a real man's dick no more than 8 ft away from me. I tried to hesitate but my body moved on its own, slowly opening my door and stepping into the living room wearing nothing but panties.
Stepping around the couch I saw Johnny laying there, he was facing toward me, resting his head on his big bicep and breathing gently. His other buff arm lay across his torso, his shirt too baggy for to see the muscles I knew were underneath. Finally, my eyes landed on a pair of baggy gym shorts. They were starting to tent toward me as more fantasies played before my eyes. I lowered myself to my knees before finding myself hesitating yet again. It didn't last, I was too close, I needed to know now. I reached out slowly pressing my hand against him to feel his girth. Johnny was huge, I felt him through his pants for a little while before deciding that I needed more. Reaching up to the waist band, I gently took hold and slowly pulled down his pants and underwear. The sound of fabric sliding against his body and Johnny's breathing was all I heard as my heart started beating faster and faster. I anxiously looked between his sleeping face and his crotch as I exposed more and more of his generous length.
Finally, the bulbous pink head was exposed and, free from its confines, the 8 inch cock swings out, almost slapping me in the face before settling merely an inch away, directly in front of my mouth. Without thinking, I give it a kiss feeling his warm head against my lips and it twitchs in response. Emboldened, I take hold of the shaft and give an exploratory lick tasting the sweat from his recent outing. Finally, caution left my mind as lust took hold and I wrapped my lips around his head. My mind flooded with ecstasy, I finally had a real cock in my mouth. Just his head filled most of my mouth, but I pushed myself deeper, feeling the head press against the back of my mouth as I gobbled as much of him as I could. I slid him in and out of my mouth for a little while before resolving to try for more.
