A m i r a ' s P O V The time had come. It was the day of Louis' party and currently I was getting ready.
Currently I was in my bathroom, leaned against the sink, trying to perfect my eyeliner. "Shit." I say, messing it up again, I wipe it off and then begin to try again. I bring myself closer to the mirror, trying to perfect it, and of course, Chris barges in and I mess up, "chrisssss!" I whine annoyed, I sigh and pick up a makeup wipe, "what?" He asks completely clueless, I point to my eyeliner, "oh sorry" he responds, "anywayssss, excited for the party?" He asks, looking at all my makeup products, "uh, yeah, I guess" I respond not fully telling the truth, I know Chris can sense it but he brushes it off, "alright well, I'll leave you to do... whatever this is, and by the way... Matt wants to leave at 6pm, alright?" Chris says looking at my makeup then me and then beginning to walk out, "yep, okay" I say, still focusing in my eyeliner.
A couple minutes later, I'd finally got my eyeliner right and I was touching up my hair. I walk out of my bathroom and put on the dress I bought, deciding to post on my snap story.
Notification Amira just added a snap to her snap story!
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I trudge downstairs in my dress, clinging my heels in my hand and trying to calm myself for the night. I walk into the lounge, finding Matt and Chris sat on the couch on their phones, "how long till we leave?" I ask, making my presence known, taking a seat next to Matt, "in 5" Matt says looking up and eyeing my dress, "bit short," I roll my eyes, "it's fine," I say, Matt was about to say something back when Nick walks in, "everyone ready?" He asks happily, " yeh, can you help me with my heels nick?" I ask handing them to him, "sure, let's hope I know how to" he responds, he does up my heels, as I have no idea how to, "thanks" I say, standing up, "okay, everyone, I need to take photos" I say happily, Chris rolls his eyes, "fine," I take out my phone and get them right, taking a photo to post on instagram later.
We all head out to the car, me and Nick getting into the back, while Chris and Matt sit up front, Matt starts the car and we're on our way.
During the car ride there, I can feel my anxiety playing up, I fidget with my rings, which I catch Nick looking at me fiddling but he quickly looks back out the window, I don't want them to worry about me, so I promise myself not to tell any of them if my anxiety is getting bad, which is probably one of the worst ideas I've ever had. We pull up to party and park, I look out the window, spotting a large, very posh looking mansion. I widen my eyes, knowing if it's a big house there must be lots of people, we all hop out of the car, and get ready to go inside,"hey, Chris, Nick, you guys go ahead, I need to talk to Mira" Matt says, Nick and Chris nod and then walk off. I'm left with Matt standing outside the car, I know exactly what he's going to bring up, "Amira, are you sure you want to go in there?" He asks gently, I nod in repsonse, "please promise me, if your anxiety gets bad, and if you feel a panic attack coming on, you tell me, okay? Promise?" He says with a kind look in his eyes, "promise" I say intwining our pinkies, which we have always done. Matt nods, still unsure if I'm making the right choice, but we end up walking to the door, "want me to stay with you?" Matt asks as we're about to enter, "no, you can go find Chris and Nick, I'm gonna go find Lillie" I say motioning him to walk. He looks at me, making sure I was sure, and then walks off, leaving me alone at the entrance of the massive house.
As soon as Matt leaves, I can feel nerves spreading through me, I brush them off and head inside, instantly being hit by the smell of alcohol, I push through the crowd looking around for Lillie, having no luck of finding anyone.
M a t t ' s P O V I head over to where Nick and Chris were standing, which was with Lillie, of course, I seperate with Amira, only for the person she's looking for to be exactly where I'm going. I walk over to the group, "how'd it go?" Chris asks me, "she wanted to stay," I sigh, "I'm gonna go look for her" I say about to walk off, "no matt, she'll be okay, she'll find us," Nick says, "but she went off looking for Lillie, in the opposite direction to us, even though she's right here," I say gesturing to Lillie, Lillie shuffles on the spot, clearly not wanting to be in this conversation, "Matt, just leave her, she'll be okay," Chris says, I sigh, "fine," I say, warily looking around, hoping Amira would be right there, but of course, she's not.
A m i r a ' s P O V I'd been walking around for a while, with no success in finding Lillie, I sigh, deciding to head over to a couch, I make my way over but accidentally knock into some, " oh, sorry" I say turning to face the person, to be met with a tall, curly haired boy, "all good," he says looking at me, examining my face, I watch him examine my face, while he looks at me I stare back, taking in his looks, his eyes, his hair, his lips, everything, he seems so... calming. I snap out of my trance, "hey uh... do you think I could grab your number?" The boy asks, "yeh sure" I say pulling my phone out and typing in his number, then typing in my number on his phone. "So...what's your name?" He asks me sweetly, "Amira.. Amira sturniolo" I say, "ahh so your sisters with those triplets" he responds, "yeh" i say, "oh, my name is Mason...Brown" he says.
After me and Mason talk for a while I begin to feel like my airways closing, like I'm choking on something and I'm trying to gasp for air. Mason gives me a wierd look, "everything alright?" He asks gently, "y-yeh I'm f-fi-fine" I stutter out. My head feel dizzy and I'm clasping onto my necklace in hopes of making me able to breathe, I look around my sorroundings and being to realise just how many people are here. I feel like I'm about to collapse, and that's when I realise....
I'm having a panic attack.
Words from me!! Sorry I put off uploading this and I kept redoing it! Hoepfully you guys like it! Introducing the new character... Mason brown!! Anyways... Hope you like this
