My Vacant Heart

Chapter 11 - The torment of my dilemma

I haven't seen tommy or Cole in two days, Tommy's not at school nor answered my texts, and Cole says work has flooded him, I sit in the bathroom stall with Cleo while we go to the toilet together " I mean it's not that bad once you think about it" she remarks, and I look up from my phone screen, the picture of us at the monster truck show I posted on my social, only when violet brought it to my attention I realised treys hand was holding mine in the air, while coopers was floating on my ass, but it was from behind and our bodies were nearly blacked out because I focused the picture mainly on the trucks I battled with myself to take the picture down, and I guess I knew which side won when I didn't delete it.

"I guess "I side eye the stall wall, I think I've sat here longer then I should of I've been done for ages, and I think so has Cleo, but it's nice to just sit? "I mean you're a rare type of wolf, hidden in a clan and protected by two alphas "I felt in her voice a shrug of shoulders and I heard the toilet roll move, so I finished up with whatever I was doing "what was it again?" Cleo asked as I heard her sort herself out, I pulled up my jeans and fetched my bag off the floor "A Myriad wolf "I opened the door to something I wish I didn't, jasmine Morrighan arms folded and waiting for me, like a rattle snake waiting to be stepped on, don't give her a reason to strike I think "you seen tommy?" her tone was pissed, and I shrugged to bypass her towards the sink, Cleo opened her door and slinked out as small as she could make herself to the sink next to me "he's not answering my texts "I rolled my eyes and sighed thinking my eyes will roll out my head at this rate "maybe take the hint he's done with you?" Cleo baited but I knew I was thinking the same, I dry my hands and so does Cleo " he's not at his house ether, nor at the casino and his mum told my mum he's gone away on a short trip?" she questions me like I know all the answers but she's actually got more information than I did, she dug deeper then I even tried too " you seem to know more than me " I let her know and she seemed surprised by that " giving your supposed to be bonded, you have no idea where your boyfriend is?" boyfriend ... jeez there it was again, technically he never asked me out nor have we spoken about it, and me being under 18 I actually haven't reached the age to bond back without telling everyone what type of wolf I am, being away from both Cole and tommy for these days has cause some heartache but I have trudged through it " Laceys not 18 yet jasmine, she hasn't bonded back with tom-" I nudge Cleo reminding her she's the enemy and we don't like her, Cleo shuts up instantly and looks down, she mentally killing herself I can tell " If I find out where he is il tell you " that's me offering a truce and I fold my arms hoping she takes it, looking at her up and down, I try not to judge her tight jeans showing off her curvy ass, with her off shoulder cotton pink top, that she's matched with pink trainers, she whips her hair in both our faces and leaves the bathroom, me and Cleo stand there " was she out here the whole time we were talking?" my face drops and my shoulders feel heavy again " fuck I hope not".

I pull up outside my house seeing a police car outside always has shock value, but I could smell him before I saw him, parking up behind the police car watching the door opening for Cole to step out made my heart flutter, I just fell into his arms, seeing him in uniform was definitely something else though his giant muscles pretty much covered me and he lifted me a little bit hugging me back, to my delight he actually had lifted me up and put me on the bonnet of the police car, he stood between my legs "I'm sorry the department has been overrun with work" my fingers tailed down his cop uniform, I was pretty much taking it all in while he was talking " everything ok beautiful?" Cole enquired, I nodded but hesitated " Just my parents left days ago, mum went into a bad state and I haven't heard anything from tommy" I sighed ,Cole moved my hair back slowly and planted a kiss on my exposed neck I explained to Cole " so I have the house to myself if officer Caligula has a spare couple of minutes" the police radio went off and I knew Cole had to answer it and so did he, he briskly walked over to the driver's side and snatched up the radio " this is Caligula 10-7B On That, other presenting officer near?" he didn't even wait for a response, we rushed as the door to my bedroom, smashed against my wall leaving chipped paint, Cole had picked me up and carried me nearly all the way to my bed while we made out with my legs wrapped around his midline, he playfully threw me on my bed and in such a hot rush of clothes leaving our bodies and dropping on the floor, I only had pants left on and I sat on the edge of the bed and helped Cole unbutton his officer trousers, his cock protruded out before I even unzipped his fly down, softly grabbing his shaft and with no wasted time I wrapped my mouth around his member, " Fuck lace-" Cole hissed, sucking him and turning my head slightly left, then taking him whole and then turning my head slightly to the right deep throating him, his hand went behind my head and I thought I could just let Cole dominate me and I needed it, I didn't want to think I just wanted to feel, the grip he had behind my head reminded me of giving him head in the bathroom, I deep throated him as much as I could handle until I gagged a little, spit dripped out the side of my mouth, every hit the back of my throat took left tears in my eyes, I felt his hands gather my hair up and he pulled it, releasing his dick from my mouth, my hair fell down to my shoulders when he let go and leaned down in front of me face to face, he laid such a soft kiss on my lips it took me by surprise, his hands gripped my hips and he flipped me onto my stomach, it never surprises me how easily he can throw me around with another quick motion he helped my hips back up towards him doggy style, I went to get up on my hands but he pushed my neck down till my bedsheets smothered my face, he pulled my underwear to the side with a hook of one finger and I felt his dick kind of wipe up and down my pussy before he slipped himself deep inside, he didn't start slow he fucked me like he missed me too and kept going, I couldn't moan as my blankets nearly suffocated me, I turned my head and breathed but he kept his hand on the back of my neck and kept me down, I tasted my mattress at one point I thought but I moaned louder than I have ever done, if it couldn't get any better, he smacked my ass while pounding into me, I could feel my stomach tighten and my legs began to shake, his hand trailed down to my lower back from holding my neck and I moved my head to catch my breath again but continue moaning, I must of moved my hands into a position he didn't like because while riding me he placed both my arms in the arresting position behind my back, I felt myself drip down my legs " Oh my god, Cole" I almost screamed moaning his name, he was panting behind me now and let go of one of my arms but it felt so good I dared not to move, his now free hand crept into my hair and pulled a handful up so my head jerked upward, I was on my elbows now while feeling Coles balls slap against me in fast repetition, my arms have flopped under me as I can tell were both out of breath now he pulls me up by my hair and I follow to face him, this has given me the break I needed to catch my breath, he kisses the side of my exposed face then he lets me fall back down onto my hands and knees, I pushed my face back into my bed because I've never felt pleasure quite like that and wanted more it's like he knew this and he picks up his rhythm, with one last moan I feel myself release, my stomach loosens and my legs are a trembling mess the only thing keeping me up I think is Coles cock still inside me, his body has stiffened too shooting cum inside me, he's rested on top of me for a few seconds before retracting his dick slowly, spilling droplets of cum down the side of my bed and onto the floor, its dripped down my thighs as well, I was breathless like him, he just fell landing on my bed by the side of me and I flopped down beside him hooking my leg around him and snuggled into his chest, he kissed my forehead " I hate to do this but I have to go back to work" he had an exhausted tone, and I understood while he hugged me tighter " you never answered the question about tommy" my voice was husky after that session and I gulped, I heard Cole hum in his chest before he answered me " he told me not to tell you lace " my head shoots up hell my whole body shoots up " what? Why? Is he in trouble?" Cole just lays there; he rubs his eyes and runs a hand through his hair before sitting up and putting himself away, he sorts out his police belt and then grabs his shirt, we both can hear his police radio going off outside, I snatch his shirt out of his hands and roll over my bed to the other side of the room " Cole where is he, jasmine told me he's not at his house, and Cora told her mum he's gone on a trip but to me that's a big fat lie isn't it?" his eyes tell me I know more then I'm supposed too, but why? If I'm to be bonded with them, why don't I know more about what they're doing? My nose twitches at that smell again, I drop the shirt and turn looking around my room worried, now that my senses aren't full with Cole and my head is clear, I can smell it, I can't smell anything else but that smell, Cole looks flustered and aggravated but scoops up his shirt and puts it on, I think he wants to tell me but keeps a united front with tommy " Lacey after my shift il pick you up and were go out to dinner" he's already kissed my cheek and out my bedroom door by the time my eyes blink back into this room, what the fuck is that smell? It's all around my room and it reeks of cooper and trey, everything in my room does, my bed, my pillows, the door handle and my closet, the smell is strong when I edge near to my underwear draw, I'm beginning to panic, I leave and chase after Cole, I get to his police car before he's on the radio and mobile getting a verbal bashing from his dad, I knock on the window quickly and in a alarmed state, the window rolls down and he's ended the call and dropped his phone "lace what's- "I cut him off in my state "can I stay at yours?" I just blurt out and I hope to God he says yes, I actually didn't give him a chance to reply, I was already sitting in the passenger's seat, biting my fingers looking at my house, no windows were broken into, the door wasn't locked but Cole was outside my house? When and how did they get in?