MATTHEW,
is the legal name necessary? absolutely not. but that isn't the point.
i feel like sometimes i feel delusional.
i remember it all too well.
JUNE 25TH, 2024! : when i planned to tell you i was leaving.
i remember it like this. i enter your house, shaky, as chris greets me at the door. i tremble as i walk past your kitchen and i enter your room and i planned it all out in my head. each word i wanted to say before leaving.
like:
"matt, you mean the world to me and it pains me to say this, but i have to go new york for a little. i don't know how long but pap's getting worse. i'm sorry its so abrupt because i really care about you. i love you."
but it didn't work. i never got the moment to say it. i entered and you started bombarding me with affection and made small talk. you said you were on fire. you said you loved me. and how can i leave someone i love?
i loved you, matt. and i'm sorry i still left you in the end. it was black and white, and i couldn't stay forever.
best,
yvette
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