idol no love | jakehoon

sixteen. blossoms under dark clouds

"What's this? You came again just from sucking me off?" Screaming with arousal, Sunghoon's face lit up at the mess surrounding Jake's own flesh.

Jake could not speak. He daren't. His throat hurted, and without a doubt, he would sound like a croaking frog if he even uttered a word. His back met the mattress again, chest heaving up and down in sheer impatience as Sunghoon hosted his right leg on his shoulder and lined his dick against the equally impatient rim.

For a moment, Jake marvelled at the ethereal view that flooded his sight. Sunghoon looked so good, all sweaty and reeking with lust. Anyone in his position, about to be fucked by this ethereal being, would not be able to fight the arousal that quickly came even after cumming two times.

"Sunghoon, please." He quietly pleaded, hoping the idol wouldn't hear him while at the same time, did.

The idol simply grinned, suddenly rousing contempt from the latter below as Jake realised the idol was equally excited as he was. "We have all the time in the world, love."

And Jake winced, tears swelling his eyes from the ecstasy of the flesh-ripping, painful invasion. Love.

Love. Love. Love. Love.

He chanted as pleasure purged into his veins, his mind melting to nothingness as his guts tightened to be forced apart to shape the brutal shift of their rutting love-making. It was animalistic, Sunghoon was a beast who loved intensity and speed. Somewhere between the cries, moans and orgasms, Jake realised he had to be a masochist—to be so intoxicated in this debauchery.

"Love." Like a prayer, he heard a whisper.

♡

When Jake came to, he was dipping in a rose-scented warm pool of water. Across him was Sunghoon, at ease as the scent of roses and warmth engulfed him. Jake tried to move, but his muscles ached and his waist threatened to snap into half.

"Argh." He hissed out loud.

Sunghoon snapped his eyes open. He didn't look mad or nonchalant as he usually did. "You're up," he said.

"How… long did I pass out?" The jacuzzi, Jake realised, was big and breathy. They sat across each other but their feet hadn't touched.

Sunghoon seemed to ponder. "You came five times, including the blowjob and my fingers. I think it was around two in the morning when I laid you down and you passed out immediately."

Red as a tomato but thick-skinned after their entanglement, Jake asked again, "what time is it now?"

"It's eight in the morning," said Sunghoon as his eyes travelled at the rather glum sky. "Not the most beautiful day. I cleaned you and brought you here."

"... Thanks." Jake didn't know what else to say, or if he should be even saying thanks. However, Sunghoon didn't seem to mind. He sprawled his arms out and leaned back leisurely while Jake had succumbed to the equivalent of a shy damsel.

The idol looked amazing; wet hair slicked back exposing his bare face with articulately chiselled jaws while his outstretched arms prodded his chest making him look gorgeous and domineering. The warmth of the jacuzzi was perfect, but Jake doubted it was why he was hot from head to toe.

Jake was caught staring. He didn't even realise he was when Sunghoon's eyes snapped open and landed on him. He looked away, red.

Sunghoon smirked. It was a soft smirk, one gilded with mischief that Jake had thought could appear on the idol's face. "You may take a picture if you wish," he said. Perhaps it was all in Jake's delusions because he swore the idol's voice dropped an octave and became husky, almost as if he was trying to sound seductive.

Or maybe Jake had become paranoid.

He huffed and blew his cheeks embarrassedly and irritably. "I was just taking in the sight of you all bare. You're not that gorgeous."

"So you thought I was gorgeous."

How did he even- Jake's eyes grew wide, perplexed as he stammered. "I wasn't- I mean… OK. You look amazing! Happy?"

Sunghoon threw his head back and laughed. "You were quite obvious. I was just teasing, don't be mad." He suddenly took off from his position and swam closer to Jake, the latter taken so off-guard he practically stopped breathing.

Jake then realised the idol was acting strange ever since last night.

Why did he initiate the kiss?

Why didn't he stop the sex?

Why is he behaving flirty?

As Jake began to panic even more, the 'whys' never seemed to reach an end.

They had become so close to each other; Jake pinned on his position as Sunghoon drew closer, eyes fixated on his lips for an ominous reason that has Jake recalling the events of the night in HD flashbacks.

God. Were they gonna kiss? Again?

Eventually, Jake was trapped between Sunghoon's arms as the idol towered over him while he sat dumbly, jaw-dropping kind of dumb.

"To be honest… I find you to be quite the eye-candy, Jake." The way his name rolled off from the idol's lips! Jake felt like becoming one with the water. Sunghoon continued, in a rather seductive manner that looked oddly truthful, "and your stubborn personality is enchanting. Sometimes, I do want to wrap my hands around your neck and just shut you up but all in good motive."

Okay. He definitely had something weird last night. Jake pinched his eyebrows, eyes narrowed.

Seeing his reaction, Sunghoon's smirk dropped and he pinched the latter in the middle of his eyebrows. "I'm serious, so stop making that face."

"Ow. Alright. Go on, then." Jake rubbed his forehead, wetting it as he continued to look at Sunghoon with discerned concern. Sunghoon gave him a look—one that said it would be pointless to scold him again. Instead, the idol cleared his throat and went on;

"As I was saying, you've successfully unintentionally gained my interest with your smackable personality. Although I am in no position to judge other people on that part." Jake pinched his eyebrows again. Just what was this handsome yet crazy man trying to get to? "I kissed you because, once again, that snarky lips of yours. And I slept with you because I discovered that those snarky lips were addictive, sweet and a little tangy. I don't want you to think that I slept with you just to get off for the fun of it. I only do that to absolute strangers but you and I, we're in this really messed up web so I said all this to clear up any misunderstandings that might arise in that little stubborn head of yours."

Sunghoon finished by drilling into Jake's forehead with his finger.

Jake swatted his hand away, frowning as he rubbed the spot. This morning, he was getting bullied in all sorts just because this gorgeous man whom he had accumulated romantic feelings for was a narcissistic sadist who struggled to make honest statements. To top it all off, Sunghoon was undeniably embarrassed, but at the same time, proud of his statement. Did losing his virginity mess up the universe's balance? Jake honestly wanted to know.

"I get it so stop taking it out on my face." He hissed.

So he doesn't dislike me, instead, from his own words, he's interested in me. He even called me 'love'!

However, behind the irritated facade, Jake wanted to pull his hair, jump in the air, swim in the clouds and scream. The day couldn't get any better.

the day's getting colder. it's kinda weird.