CUPID (hyunho)

FOURTEEN

"What do you think about Minho hyung?" 

Hyunjin's heart skipped a beat at the mention of the person who had been busy running on his mind these past few days.

But he looked at Felix weirdly because of his out of nowhere question to him. 

They are now currently in Felix unit, decorating the cup cakes that the younger baked. 

"What do you mean?" Hyunjin asked.

"I mean what do you think about him? As a person?" Felix replied seems like he's also not sure about his question.

Hyunjin slightly nodded his head as he replied, indicating that he understood the younger question. He stopped decorating the cupcakes and think about the person he hadn't seen in almost a week but who had never left his mind

He actually agreed helping Felix with his cupcakes because he wanted to stop thinking about Minho even just for a moment but there he is thinking about the older again.

"He is...."  Hyunjin stop and think about the time whenever he ordered at Levanter Café. Minho always smiles genuinely at everyone specially to Jisung but never been to him. "...such a frigid.." he continued. "..and annoying..." Hyunjin added when he remembered the bookstore incident. "...but kind." a small smirk skipped on his lips as the thought of the book that Minho bought but been displayed on his shelves as the older let him borrowed it but he never had a chance to return it.

"Not gonna lie, he's incredibly handsome, his features exuded perfection. He resembled a living sculpture. You know, there's no such thing as perfect in this world, but his face was an exception—" Hyunjin stopped instantly when he realized what he is saying, thank god he stop himself before he describes Minho whole body.

Hyunjin slowly looked at Felix nervously, thinking that his friend might find him weird for the way he described his friend's cousin. But he was taken a back when he saw a huge smile plastered on Felix's face.

"What?" Hyunjin defensively asked.

"Nothing." Felix chuckled and shakes his head lightly then continued whatever he is doing as Hyunjin also ignored Felix teasing gazed on him.

Hyunjin actually couldn't understand himself anymore. He knows that he had a happy crush on Minho before but it disappeared when he realized Minho likes Jisung, and the older became annoying to him.

It didn't actually disappeared instantly. Hyunjin was struggling, trying so hard to convince himself that he no longer held feelings for the older. He wanted to put an end to these emotions for  the older who was already has someone inside his heart. Hyunjin didn't want to inflict more pain upon himself for the nth time, so he tried to erase those lingering feelings for Minho and it worked.

He already move on, accepted the fact that the boy can't be him anymore and just support him and his bestfriend if things happened. 

He had labeled his feelings for Minho as just a 'happy crush,' but now, as he looked at himself, he realized that he had endured all of this turmoil because of his 'happy crush.'

At the thought that he already moved on, he habitually brushed off the strange sensation that always enveloped him whenever he saw Minho, thinking it was nothing.

But over the past few days, he felt like he was losing his sanity. Thoughts of Minho consumed his mind relentlessly. His longing to catch a glimpse of Minho making him to visit the coffee shop almost daily this week unfortunately he never crossed paths with him there. He went as far as staying at the café for the entire day, just in case. He wasn't sure what he was doing, but he persuaded himself that it was merely to return the older man's book.

He actually really wants to returned it, he doesn't like seeing the the older man's belongings in his space anymore. He no longer wanted to stare at the book on his shelves and let his imagination run wild. So Hyunjin made a mental note to hide the book when he got home.

Hide the book, along with the growing feelings he had thought were already gone.