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I woke up and didn't feel his presence  , but I'd see him today.

I checked my phone and there was two messages .

Naujor 😍:baby girl, I'll see u in a few hours I just had to get up and handle something Important.  Don't forget to feed yourself too ! ❤️
Seen*

Reggie (alyrics dad) : can I see my son .
I rolled my eyes .

Me: Noone is keeping him away from you , you could see his when u want but he's going somewhere today so u can't.
But it's amazing u want him now ... what changed , your bitch ain't fucking right ? Or u need somewhere to stay ?

Reggie: I'm not Inna relationship Ashanti,  no I don't need somewhere to stay my homeboy opened his home to me .

Me: he opened his home to you or  u bribed him with money Reggie?

Reggie: just have my son ready to be picked up this week .

Me : yea , his name is alyric. 

I got out of bed and washed my face
Detangling my hair and leaving it out .

Then I went to find something to wear, seeing that alyric was wide awake I took him into the bathroom with me placing him in a bouncer .

I found a black bodycon suit,   a pink flannel and brown ugg boots .

Then I quickly ran to change alyric in some sweat pants, a black onesie, and black socks .

And put him into the car seat so my sister could come pick him up since she'd already told me she was 30 minutes away .

I packed extra bottles just filled with warm water so all she had to do was pour the powder in the bottles .

Extra diapers and clothes , lotion , the milk powder and zipped the bag up .

I clipped two pacifiers on to the carseat and sat him on the couch .

Sister: I'm coming up  ash.
Me: ok cmon he's ready .
Seen*

" Hey girly "
She smiled .

"Hey ash , shouldn't u be headed to school , need a ride ? "
Yes school.

"Uhm yes and yes , but I'll be running late anyways so I'm in no rush "

She nodded her head .
"It smells like a man had been here u seeeing anyone "
She said smirking.

"Uhmmm , yes but I'm not sure what we are yet , he came over to help me go to sleep last night AT 10:00"
She looked shocked.

"Yea I was just as shocked , mainly because he's my ...uhm "

"He's your what, cmon spit it out "
I shook my head .

"Just don't tell anyone , he could loose his job "
She nodded .

"I won't.  Promise. "
I took a deep long breathe. 

"He's my principal "
Her eyes went wide .

"Ok don't judge , he's actually closer to my age he's nowhere near 30 "

She nodded.
"So he came over , lastnight "
I nodded.

"We were texting before and while I was soaking he'd told Me he could only imagine what I'd looked like then ... and he's already kissed me and touched my sweet spot .. but if you'd seen it , it wouldn't be as weird as me explaining it"