more than 19.

dont let me drown.

Naujor pov

Ashanti changed into one of my tee shirts before bed .

She was amazing .

Waking up with Ashanti's arms having a hold on my waist .

How'd I wake before her ?
"Shanti "
No answer .

"Mamas cmon "
She stirred.

"Nooo"
She wined into a pillow .

I siad nothing got out of bed and picked her up .

She instantly wrapped her arms over my neck .

"Mamas"

"Hmp?"

"What would u like to eat ?"
She shifted around in my hold.

"Nothing"
I shook my head .

"How about I make eggs and fruit , would you eat it ? "
I asked as I sat her on a chair at the table .

She shook her head no .
"Verbal answer " I told her sternly .
She'd shut down and not say anything , I'd have to stay on top of her for that alot .

"No "
Why .

"Is something wrong ?"

She sighed.
"No "

Why the short answers .
For the first time I couldn't even read her emotions .

Had she been hurt.

"Have you been hurt mamas ?"
She shook her head no .

"I'm fine "
"Then you'd eat breakfast?"

She shook her head and went to get up .
"Shanti stop "
She just started crying out of nowhere .
Something was wrong because she wasn't eating and not talking enough now she was in full blown tears .

She reluctantly let me pick her up as she cried in my neck .

She calmed down minutes later .
We sat down on the couch .

"U have to open your mouth and speak to me baby girl "

Yea.
She wasn't calm , she started tearing up.

" I'm sorry"
I moved her hair out of her face , she was in need of a brush .

"For what exactly "
She waited a second .

"I have a eating condition , well I eat but I can't stomach it most the time .... I don't know why I'm crying over eggs and fruit " She chuckled smiling .

"Babygirl, we'll try to eat something I'd u throw it up it's fine I'll get one of the maids to clean it up "

She nodded reaching her hands outand climbing on my lap .

"I feel better now " I chuckled.

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Me and Ashanti were sitting and washing TV she'd ate and hadn't thrown up . Thankfully.

"When's your sister and the baby arriving "

She tensed up looking back at me .

"I don't actually know , she hadn't even called .. I should check in "
She stated reaching for her phone .

The phone ranged and ranged then it picked up .

"Lee ?"
There was shuffling and alyric was crying . Like he'd never been before .

Panic came over Ashanti's face .
"Aliyah , I need you to answer me what's wrong ?"

Then there was crying .
"Lee , I'm not joking whats wrong ?" I'd never herd her be that stern .