Hidden Feel

Hidden Feel, part 25

Part 25

HARRY'S POV.

The wooden frontdoor swung open and there she was, the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, (YN). I couldn't help but smile wide, expecting her to do the same, but she didn't. Her eyes were widen and her jaw was lightly dropped. She didn't say anything so I took a step forward towards her.

H (Harry): "(YN)."

YOUR POV.

What the hell was he doing here, how did he know I was here, why did he come? The boy with the shiny brown curls, which covered his forehead, took a step towards me. I felt a little bit anxious so I took a step back, stepping away from him. His dark eyebrows were in a frown when his low, husky voice said my name.

H: "(YN)."

A glow with anger went through my whole body. I wanted to yell and shout to him, but I also didn't want to. The last time we talked to eachother was through the phone during a phonecall, at the time I still thought about him everyday. But after that we hadn't spoke to eachother, so yeah, I forgot him for like 90%, so I didn't really care about him anymore and gradually I started to believe he wasn't ok. I didn't believe Rebecca's story, maybe a little, but I just knew he wasn't the right boy, not for me anyway. I swallowed my swear words in my throat, trying to hold them in and not to say. Last time I said to him he was an amazing person and probably he still thinks I like him. I bit my lip while I saw Harry waiting for me to answer him. 

Y (you): "What are you doing here?"

I spoke without any emotion, I didn't sound rude, I didn't sound nice or sweet, I didn't sound upset or overjoyed, just cold. Harry chuckled because of my respond and again he took a step towards me, I was frozen, I couldn't move. I felt his warm breath in my face. His massive, warm, soft hand grabbed my handpalm and rubbed it with his thumb. Both we didn't say anything.

H: "How are you (YN)?"

I shook my head, being irritated.

Y: "You didn't answer my question."

Harry's tongue licked his own bottomlip when he chuckled again, his forehead touching mine.

H: "You didn't answer my queston either."

I sighed in annoyance and pushed my hands to his chest what made him step a little bit backwards. Again his eyebrows frowned and I knew I hurted him, but I didn't had any compassion for him. I wanted him to go away.

Y: "I'm fine ok. Now, what are you doing here?"

His lips parted from eachother, ready to say something, but when he saw my light irritated glance his lips touched eachother again. He shook his head and his brown curls lightly flew up and down.

H: "I thought you'd be happy or relieved to see me an-..."

I shook my head heavily and cut him off.

Y: "I'm not happy or relieved at all Harry, can't you just go away, I didn't ask for you to come."

Harry was startled and his green eyes widen because of my rude respond. I was 100% honestly, I wanted him to go away, finally after weeks without him I forgot him with much effort, and now, he came to my new house to see me again. Great, from now I'd think about him everyday again, trying to forget him. Harry sighed deep and turned his head a little bit, taking another step back.

H: "Okay than, if you don't wanna see me right no-..."

Y: "I never wanna see you again Harry, why you just don't understand it? Go away!"

I didn't hesitate and threw the frontdoor closed in front of him. A annoyed sigh escaped my lips when I walked back to the livingroom where I saw Bethany and Jennifer who both looked startled and astonished.

J (Jenniferr): "Who was that?"

Y: "Erm, just an annoying door salesman."

Jennifer chuckled.

B (Bethany): "Probably he was pretty annoying because we could hear you from here!"

A fake smile appeared on my face when I plopped on the couch next to Jennifer to watch a movie.

HARRY'S POV.

I could feel gust of wind in my face when (YN) threw the frontdoor shut. There I stood, in front of her door in the freezing cold. I spent almost all my money I got to buy a ticket to Madrid to see (YN), to surprise her, hoping she'll be happy to see me again, but she wasn't happy at all, she hated me, she hated me! A tear dropped on my cold, frozen cheek. I had to stay here for 3 more days, my airplane would go back about 3 days and I had to place to stay for the night. I turned around, walking away from the house, away from (YN).