Hidden Feel

Hidden Feel, part 50

Part 50

YOUR POV.

Cody wrapped his arms around me as he kissed the skin of my forehead, as he twirled me around in the air. I could smell his odor as my face was in the crook of his neck. My feet touched the wooden floor again as he set me down again, be both let out a laugh because of our normal greeting, like we always did when we saw eachother again.

C: "How was it?"

A small smile appeared on my face as Cody and I went to the couch in the livingroom . Cody was one of my best friends, and I was glad he could ask, speak and act normal to me when I had a boyfriend. Like, some boys refuse to talk to girls with boyfriends, like they are jealous, but Cody wasn't, he wasn't jealous at all, he always said how happy he was for me and he said I deserved the best boy in the whole world. Especially after the Dylan-thing he thought that. 

I plopped on the couch next to the South Africa boy, who was actually born in the USA.

Y: "It was amazing! I've also seen Grace and my parents again,"

Cody chuckled because of my enthusiasm. Then the kitchendoor flew open. Cody and I looked up and there we saw Jennifer, Leona and the new boy Pablo with a huge cake with some coloured candles on it.

L: "It's for you (YN)!"

I raised my eyebrows as I let out a chuckle. My three housemates carefully put the scale with big cake on the table in the middle of the livingroom in front of my knees. I shrugged my shoulders.

Y: "Why?"

Cody put his arm around you.

C: "Because you are the most amazing housemate and studymate ever (YN),"

Nervously I let out a giggle as tears were burning in my eyes. I shook my head.

Y: "That's sweet, but you didn't have to do this! I mean, it's not exaclty true that I'm an amazing housemate and studymate..."

Leona jumped on the couch next to me what made me look up at her.

L: "Yes it is true, now come on, let's eat!"

Quick Pablo went to the kitchen to get some small forks and plates to eat from.

Y: "Thank you guys, you are amazing,"

I gave them a quick hug before we started eating the delicious cake.

A FEW HOURS LATER.

STILL YOUR POV.

I let myself fall on the soft duvet on my bed, my face buried in my pillow I missed those few days I wasn't home. I let out a sigh as I looked up to the window which was on the wall above my bed. I lay my hands on the pillow, fingers entwined, my chin leaning on my hands while I looked out of the window. I could see the tree which was placed in the garden. The leaves were beautiful green, almost the same shade as Harry's eyes. Small birds filled the quiet air with their cute whistling. 

I let out a sigh as I heard my phone vibrate on the nightstand next to my bed. I stretched out and reached my hand for the small device. I touched the screen and it light up, I had a text from Grace.

From: Fat frog

'baaaaaaaaaaaabe, wanna skype tonight? xx -G.'

I chuckled because of her cute behavior, even though I said it by myself, but Grace couldn't live without me.

Quick I texted her back.

'sure, about 5? xxx'

I didn't wait for an answer so I jumped up and walked to the small closet next to my desk which was filled with books and notes, honestly I never cleaned it, way too lazy to do that.

I plopped on the duvet again with my laptop in my hands and I pressed the button, waiting for the screen to light up. While I was waiting I stared at the ceiling, thinking about Harry. Why was he so emotional today, we have experienced this earlier right, so it should be the same goodbye as previous times? 

A happy sound interrupted my thoughts and I looked back to the screen of my laptop again. The picture of me and Grace on the background greeted me as I waited for Skype to start.

HARRY'S POV.

I held my phone in my hand as I bit my lip, did I had to call her, did I had to tell her, did I had to ask her if she wanted to come back?

I shook my head, trying to get the though off me. She just left and I was sure she didn't want to come back only for one day and because a boy couldn't take care of himself.

I sighed and slid my phone back in the pocket of my dark jeans. I shouldn't do it right now, perhaps later, perhaps never.

My mom called me from the other side of the long hall, so I walked up to her with my hands in my pockets, still being upset about both the things, about the fact it was the day my dad died 6 years ago, and about the fact (YN) wasn't here. A part of me said I was stupid and should've told her earlier so she could stay here one more day, but another part of me told me I had to tell my girlfriend later.

My mom showed me a picture of herself, me and my dad. I guess I was only 4 years old and the picture had been taken on a sunny day. I wore a cap on my head to protect my hair from the hot sun and I wore a swimming trunk, being shirtless. My dad stood on one side of me with his hand on my shoulder, a big smile on his face and my mom looked happy too. We were happy, I was overjoyed, it was one of the best days of my life. I remembered is as yesterday. It was the first day my parents took me to the zoo and my dad always loved animals. It was also the first trip I had with my dad because of his work he couldn't spend that much time with us, but he was still the most amazing man on earth.

Out of sudden, I felt my mom her fingers getting entwined with mine.

A (Anne): "Beautiful picture, isn't it?"

I nodded as tears fell down my face, I couldn't hold it anymore. I missed my father so much. My mom let out a worried sigh before she pulled me into a hug, stroking my curls as I cried into her shoulder.

A: "Baby..."

H (Harry): "I n-n-n-eed her m-m-mom,"

I said between the countless sobs. my mom nodded her head before she pulled back, holding my cheeks in her soft hands, I also saw some tears in her eyes.

A: "Call her,"

I nodded as it felt like there was a stone stuck in my throat, I really needed her, I wanted to hear her voice again, even though the last time I heard her was only a few hours ago.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket again, and without even thinking, I searched for her name in my list with contacts and called her. Nervously I waited for her to pick up her phone as I looked into my mothers eyes.

"Hello, this is the voicemail from (YN), I'm n-"

I let out an irritated sigh as I pressed the red button.

YOUR POV.

I was talking to Grace for only a few minutes as Leona walked into my room. I saw a worried expression on her face. I raised an eyebrow, waiting for my friend to speak.

L: "(YN), can you come for a minute?"

I nodded as said goodbye to Grace but made her sure I'd be back in a few minutes. Leona led me downstairs were my other friends were. Jennifer said on the couch with a red face, she had been angry, I noticed and Cody held a phone in his hand. I shrugged my shoulders.

Y: "What's up?"

Nobody said something, but Cody reached out the phone to me. Hesitantly I took a few steps towards my friend and reached out for the phone, holding it against my ear.

Y: "H-h-hello?"

I spoke nervously. 

When I heard his voice, my heart skipped a beat and I was already afraid, even though I knew he wasn't here, only on the other side of the line. He said my name, and I could already hear who it was, it was Dylan.