9:08 (ai)

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(Bold font is Ashton and regular font Hannah and italics the rest of the guys)

Time: 9:40am

Its still morning time,

It seems like I've been here for months,

After our little conversation, Ashton got those brown bags out,

It was different packages of green stuff and white powdery stuff,

Oh wait Im so stupid, that's weed and cocaine,

I've never had any of those drugs before,

I'm kind of nervous,

"Oh what did you do to get these?"

Calum said.

"Don't worry, everything is taken care of..."

Oh shit he killed the person selling it,

Now I'm getting a little scared,

Are they a gang?

Does this count as kidnapping?

Are they going to jail?

And,

Why did they choose me?

So many questions came to my mind,

I kind of dozed off.

"Are you ok babe?"

Michael said.

Why do these guys call me so many names?

Is it wrong that I lose my breath when they do?

"Yeah I'm fine. Are you guys doing these drugs?"

"Yeah"

Luke said.

"Have you ever smoked weed or did cocaine babygirl"

"No"

I need air. Luke really knows how to get a girl's attention...

"Your going to enjoy this a lot"

"Luke stop scaring Hannah"

Calum said.

"He's not scaring me! I'm ok. Let's get this over with!"

Ashton took my hand and we went outside,

He was holding it tightly like he didn't want me to let go or something,

He leaned against the brick wall,

So did I and he gave me I think it's called a blunt,

"Ounce you put it in your mouth its going to do all the work for you"

I nodded my head slowly,

"Are you a virgin?"

Oh shit.

Instantly started blushing.

Where did the topic on sex come up?

"Yes I am and why did you ask me that?"

"For example of how you should feel."

"Ok tell me the example."

"First you might feel pain but after a lot of thrusting you'll feel pleasure"

Chest.

Tightening.

Why do I get this feeling?

Whatever let me just try this,

I put the blunt in my mouth,

I tried to copy what Ashton was doing,

So I felt my eyes go wide,

I coughed so hard, it felt like I was going to puke,

Im not hardcore punk rock,

"Try again."

I put the blunt in my mouth again,

I felt the pleasure coming through,

The smoke coming out of my mouth felt so damn good,

Like a relaxing feeling,

When Ashton smoked it made him look alive for ounce,

We went back into the van,

Calum was high as fuck and had a concaine mustache,

Michael's eyes were bloodshot red and he could barely talk,

Luke's eyes were red but he didn't look as high as Michael and Calum,

I started feeling dizzy,

My vision got blurry,

All I felt were those strong hands again...

-Hannah

Time: 10:14am