9:08 (ai)

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Time: 10:48pm

I did it,

I had sex with Ashton,

We did use protection by the way,

I felt even more alive,

Ashton has this thing,

I just can't explain it,

He is so passionate,

Protecting,

And Kind,

I like the way he calls me beautiful or babe,

It makes me feel like I don't know,

I hate this girly stuff,

But anyways I was craving a blunt.

"Hey Ashton can you make me a blunt?"

"No babe"

"Why?"

"Because its bad for you"

"Wait a second! Your the one who made me do it in the first place! It was pretty much peer pressure!"

"I only did it because I wanted you to do things out of your comfort zone and get that good vibe feeling"

"You know what I need more answers!"

"Ok tell me all your questions beautiful."

"Why were you always at the coffee shop when I was there?"

"Because"

"Because of what?!"

"Because I like coffee and I live near the coffee shop and its a small world we could see a celebrity for all we know!"

"Ok how do you even know me?"

"Because I just do"

"WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME FUCKING VAGUE ANSWERS?! IM SCARED ASHTON AND I DONT WANT TO BE HERE AND WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!?! I WANT TO GO BACK TO FUCKING NEW YORK!"

"At 9:08 your leaving"

Ashton looked mad,

I cussed him out,

He pissed me off so bad,

But I think I like him,

But its just what's the point of this?

He's just going to leave me just like everyone else,

That's why I moved to New York,

Just to escape all the horrible people who wanted to bring me down,

But Ashton he brings me up,

I think I know why he brought me on this adventure,

He wanted me to feel alive again,

He wanted me to smile again,

He wanted me to be happy again,

And that's all I asked for,

Just to have some good vibes again,

Because if you don't have good vibes for at least ounce,

Then what's the point of living?

-Hannah
Time: 11:23pm