9:08 (ai)

9

Time: 6:15pm

We went to that tight ass van again,

He drove me somewhere that were probably not suppose to go to,

But at this point I don't give two shits.

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Time: 8:13pm

I saw we were at some abandon place,

It looked like an old grocery store,

And some old buildings.

"Where are we?"

"Somewhere."

I hate his non-specific answers,

But in someway its suspenseful,

And it sets the adrenaline higher,

Which kind of turns me on,

So I guess I don't hate it,

Oh shit I'm getting mixed emotions,

Fuck.

Ashton opened the back two doors,

He sat on the edge,

So his feet could hang,

He took out weed and made a blunt.

"Let's try this again."

I came to the edge and sat next to him.

"Wait if we both get high, who is going to drive?"

"Me"

"Hell no! Your going to be way to high and I'm not dying in an car accident because of you!"

"I'm only doing one blunt. I'll be fine."

"Ok"

Ashton made a blunt,

He gave it to me.

"Remember what I told you. Pain then pleasure."

"Ok."

I did what I did last time,

But this time I felt pleasure first,

I kept going and going,

It felt so good.

"Slow down beautiful!"

Ashton said while chuckling.

"It feels so nice!!!"

I kind of screamed. I got up and I started dancing like an idiot.

"Come dance with me!"

I grabbed his arms,

I moved them around,

I spun around,

On the outside I looked so much like an idiot but on the inside I felt,

Alive.

"I have an idea."

Ashton said with a smirk,

He ran over to the abandoned grocery store and grabbed a cart,

He ran back over to where I was.

"Get in!"

"Fine!"

I sat inside and my legs were out,

He ran around with me in the cart,

It was so much fun,

Ok I'm actually enjoying this,

He stopped after it felt like 3 hours

Running around while I was in the cart,

I wanted to get another blunt,

I climbed out but I tripped on the cart,

But I fell on top of Ashton,

I looked in his green eyes,

They were really pretty,

Yes, a guy's eyes are pretty,

He put my hair behind my ear,

He put his hand on my cheek,

I love when he does that.

"I think we should get back to the motel."

"Ok"

We went back to the van and drove back,

I made a blunt by myself,

More pleasure.

"I need to get some stuff I'll meet you there. Here's the key."

I grabbed it and walked to our motel room,

I'm kind of tired,

I want to get a little bit of rest,

I walked in and

I froze.

-Hannah

Time: 9:54pm