RPOV
First we crash, then we get caught in a snowstorm on our return journey? How brilliant! Note the sarcasm.
"Dimitri, pull in at a motel. I don't trust the roads," I ordered. I couldn't care less if I was his subordinate, his student, right now. I felt uneasy and wanted out of this weather, off the road.
"Rose," Dimitri warned. "We need to get back-"
"I know that! It's just that it's getting dark and I don't want another near death experience any time soon."
Dimitri sighed and pulled over at the next motel.
"Sorry, we only have two rooms and both have a queen bed only," the kind older female receptionist told us.
Without missing a beat Dimitri agreed to both rooms. I was horrified and felt incredibly foolish for getting my hopes up. Professional, nothing more. Of course.Only Dimitri pulled me to his room when I thought we'd part ways for the night.
"Why'd you do that, Comrade?"
"Because the Academy's paying and will check the room type."
"You could always argue you slept on the floor. Or we took sleeping shifts. What are-"
I was shut up with a kiss. A hot kiss that resulted in my jacket being thrown on the floor. "Roza," Dimitri murmured desperately. "I'm so sorry I nearly killed you. I'm so, so sorry. I can't live without you, Roza."
"Prove it," I challenged. "Prove it. I want you to finish the charm, on our terms. Prove to me-"
His lips crashed down on mine after the battle in his eyes resolved itself. "I love you, Rose. It's foolish to pretend I don't, to believe I can stop myself. I love you. And are you sure you want this?" His eyes bore into mine.
"I want you. I love you." I leaned in and reinitiated the kiss.Slowly, one by one, our layers removed themselves. When he was in his boxers and I was in my undies and bra, he picked me up as he had the night of the charm and took me to the bed.
"You are so incredibly, unbearably beautiful, Roza," Dimitri murmured against my cheek. "I love you so much it hurts."
I returned the sentiment, feeling like a rambling loony, but I meant the words I said with all my heart. "You are so godly gorgeous, Dimitri, you can't begin to understand how hard it is for me to look at you innocently. I love you. Oh god, I love you."
I was completely naked under him again, but this time I had no nerves. I was trembling with excitement and anticipation. This was happening, really happening. I was finally going to have sex, and it was with the man I loved most in the world. I looked into his eyes and we both knew what was going to happen, we agreed more than happily and willingly. I pulled off his boxers with his help and he positioned himself at my entrance.
"Stop me if I hurt you, Roza." He started sliding into me. I gasped in surprise and gripped the sheets as the sensation burned me. It was an enjoyable pain though.
"Don't stop," I commanded when Dimitri paused, looking at me with concern and worry, and love, so much love. "You're not hurting me so keep going," I begged and wiggled around him to make my point. "I love you. I need you."
He cautiously kept going. I didn't know how my tiny, pulsing body could take in his long, hard length. But it did and it felt like we were made to fit together. I didn't care we were in some motel and would likely never get this chance again. My first time was bliss because it was with Dimitri. That was all that mattered, and we made the most of our alone time, staying connected and in sync.We returned to the Academy in time for practice. I was tired and sore from our late night love-making, but I knew that wouldn't be enough to convince mentor Dimitri to let me off. We had to return to our roles and avoid each other, pretending that we hadn't just had an illicit romantic affair in a motel room the Academy was paying for, pretending as though we hadn't made love to each other like there was no tomorrow.
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The accident & the snowstorm (A VA fanfic)
FanfictionWhat will be the cost of Dimitri losing control for a millisecond? On the way to Rose's qualifier, Dimitri loses control of the car. And on the way back he loses control of himself?