KISS LIST || TOM KAULITZ

𝑃𝐴𝑅𝑇 𝐹𝐼𝐹𝑇𝐸𝐸𝑁

MAIVY POV

I didn't know how I was supposed to do step four.

Rage? How do I get mad at him for not kissing me, that's just mean. Like i'm just imagining the 'kiss me bitch!' like no?

I'm not about to do all that.

I sigh thinking in bed, about what I would do. How could I lash out on him, just for not kissing me? That's fucking stupid, and just plain rude.

"Let's go out today.." Tom hugs on my body tighter.

To be honest, I forgot he was here and clung onto my hip so it startled me a little when he started to talk.

"Where do you want to go?" I move some fallen dreads out his face, rubbing his cheek gently with my thumb. "I'll buy you a whole lot of things at the mall and we can get ice cream." He suggests.

Damn, that hit me a little deep.

"I don't want anything." I shake my head, interlocking my legs with his as we cuddle. "It's my love language, just let me buy you something." He pouts his lips a little...

...

Love language?

"Let's just get ice-cream." I tried to compromise, but he wouldn't have it. "What if, we go out and I buy you a set to show off for me hm?" He whispers in my ear.

Oh good god. "You'll pick it out for me?" I whisper back, heavily. "Of course." He nods. "That could work." I interlock my legs around his waist, swaying myself into him a little.

"Mai!" Cami runs in my room.

I clear my throat, getting farther away from Tom. Great, just perfect. "What's wrong, love? I sit on the edge of the bed. "I broke my doll." She pouts, sadly.

"I got it." Tom carries her from underneath her armpits sitting her down next to him. "Cross your legs like me so I can show you." He turns his bigger body to her.

She sits criss cross, the same way he was. "It's just out of socket, you just need to pop it back in. I'll do one leg and you do the other okay?" Tom smiles gently.

She gives him two thumbs up, he chuckles forcefully twisting one of them back into socket. "Woww, look at that!?" He widens his eyes a little, doing a baby voice.

She was three.

"Wow, do the other!" She squeals. "That's all you." He hands it to her, she places the leg against it. Pushing it in forcefully she grunts a little bit.

"I did it!" She squeals, again.

I look at him talking to her, I didn't know he was good with kids. "Thank you Toma!" She jumps in his arms hugging him.

"Of course!" He shrugs, hugging her back. "I stole your boyfriend." She whispers, sticking her tongue out.

He wasn't my boyfriend but god was I thinking about making him my boyfriend.

"He's all yours Cami." I wiggle my brows a little. "Wow passing me off so easily?" He wiggles his brows as well. "Cami, go show mami your doll okay?" I put my arms out, for her to walk in to.

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"This one." He points to the lacy red set. "I'll try it on but i'm not showing you." I grin, toothily. "Why not." Tom whines, stomping his feet up and down.

"Because, it's a surprise!" I giggle, running into the changing area.

I take off my normal clothes, trying the red lacy set on. Oh god did it make my boobs look big. "How's it look?" Tom asks from behind the door.

"It matches my hair, I like it a lot." I give myself a full 360. "Are you gonna get it?" He questions, hopeful. "Yeah, with my own money." I respond.

I start to strip it off again, starting off with unclipping the bra. "No, i'll buy it for you." Tom says, I was now getting how he got his heart broken.

He was too giving and not expecting nothing in return.

Now that's a good guy, and now i'm regretting doing what i'm doing to him.

I quickly put the rest of my clothes on, walking out. "It's fine, Tom. I've got it." I smile, walking to the register, Tom takes the set out of my hands giving her his card quickly. Don't do this to me right now, please.

This is actually hurting me.

"Thank you." I cup his face, rubbing both sides of his cheeks.

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"We're home." Tom parks the car. I saw him lean in my way, woah? I leaned in as well, thinking I was gonna finally get my goodbye kiss but nope.

He was opening the car door.

And I just kissed his fucking shirt.

I suck my lips in, nodding slowly. "I've got it." I push his hand away, getting out. I slam the door shut a bit.

I think I knew how to complete step four now.

I stomp up to my door, that was so embarrassing. "Maivy wait." Tom gets out his car, running towards me. "It's just a fucking kiss Tom, what is the big deal."

"You know I can't." He licks his lips, putting his head down. "Tom, it's literally a kiss. You've been inside almost every fucking girl in school but you won't give me one kiss?" I dig my index finger in his chest.

"I'm not ready Maivy." He sighs.

"Honestly at this point, it's whatever. Kiss me or don't cause either way I still don't forgive you for what you did." I stomp up the porch steps, going inside.

Oh god what did I do, what did I do.

I slide my back against the door after closing it shut. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." I put my fingertips on my temple stressing out. That wasn't the move.

I sniffle to myself, looking up. I was doing all this, just to get into a stupid team. What a good person I am.

Step four- rage, complete.