ETERNAL

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He can see nothing but darkness. Night seems peaceful yet heavy, filled with unexpressed mysterious feelings.

He stared at the frond view from inside the car, where his car parked. An abandoned building , where the constructions stopped years ago.

His one hand is leaning on the space between door and the window glass slide.
While other hand is clenching the back of his own neck. He can feel the tremble of his hands.

Fourth looked ahead battling inside is mind, about the next choice he should take.

He knew he cant turn back now
He cant run away from the reality more like his destiny. He knew it was too late to stop it but still he believed if he stops right at the moment, it will be fine.

He will be fine........
But will he be fine...?
Will he be fine knowing his brother's life is on the line?

Soon his teammates will call him and will inform about the situation occurred in the headquarters.
More like the situation occurred by non other than one of their own teammate.

He is sure he wont caught up right now but he dont know how long will he be able to hide. Hide about everything.

His thoughts were interrupted by his phone.
He looked at his phone which is on the passenger seat, ringing.

The ID showed as ,

' P'Phuwin ' along with a purple heart in the end.

He clenched his eyes and looked away.
After few minutes the call stopped
He slightly spared a glance at his phone anf sighed.

Then he turned back and took a paper bag from the back seat. He opened it and took pair of flipflops which was inside of it.
He placed it aside and pushed his seat back, to make space.

He quickly took off his oversized black hoodie revealing a plain white tee shirt.
And then took off his baggy pants , revealing navy blue colour sweatpant.

He pushed black hoodie and pant inside the paper bag and then took off his sneakers and put it to the same bag.
He messed his hair slightly and got out from the car wearing flipflops, holding the paper bag.

After making sure no one is around he walked towards the abandoned building.
The whole surrounding was conquered by mist and dark

Fourth walked inside the building mindlessly. He used be scared of this abandoned building.
He used to hate this darkness and silence but now it rather felt good. Silence made him calm.
The place once he was scared of .....

From the day one, he knew this abandoned building reminds him someone,
Someone who got abandoned from their parents from the day they were born. Just like this building which got abandoned by their owners.
Who refused to let that building to grow up.
Refused to give this building a happy life with colourful shades.
But in return only gave it sorrow , dark , and loneliness.
Now its there by itself , no one is there to console it.
There were lot of buildings around it, filled with happiness.
But for this one, nothing........

He refuse to believe its he himself he is thinking about.
Why?

Because he got a new life.
A new family.
New friends.
A new fourth.

But today he realized his past life , past self were always buried inside him. At one moment he has to face it and embrace the past he despites.
He is greatful for his brother
If it wasnt his brother who got him out of there , he is still there.
His brother was the only family he had.
No parental love. His brother tried his best to give him it, but his brother himself was a messed up kid , who lost his dad.
The worst thing is the reason for it was fourth himself.
Fourth didnt know how his brother forgive him for it.
But their mom never did. She never forgave fourth for that.