Her Beautiful Obsession

21

"You must do something dem!"

I flinch by a voice yelling at me. My hands were cold - no, my body rather. My nerves we're shaking and I can feel myself would collapse in a single blow of the freezing wind. Like a pyramid made by cards to a raging hurricane.

I can hear banging just outside the door. Someone is shouting out there, and I know it was a total outrage.

From biting my thumbnails, my eyes averted to Natalia's when she grabbed both my shoulders. Her eyes were unfamiliar to me, and it's shouting at me more than how her pitch voice was.

"You gotta do something, dem! Your brother was out there and he saw us! He saw us!"

I roam my eyes from the clothes on the floor to Natalia's almost naked figure. My eyes were blurry, and my mind was clouded.

I was stuck in between panick, self blame, selfishness, and regret. I don't know what to do. It already happened, all the things I most feared of, most feared of more than death itself.

I don't want to give up Natalia.

My consciousness was corrupted by the pull out and push in of all the possible things I would rather do. I gotta do something.

I once again drifted to the fact of this situation when both palms were cupping my face, and a pair of lips met mine in a second.

"You want me, right?" Natalia spoke in a soothing voice, but I can't find any comfort with it. She spoke it with conviction rather than calm.

I looked at her once brown eyes, but now were black ones. It's not shining anymore. It was dark and desperate. I don't even know that the woman I always see like an angel and a masterpiece created by all the artists, be so scary like she was right now.

I hitch my breath and nod desperately as I am most likely at the moment. I can't lose Natalia.

"Then you must do something, anything."

It was right when I saw the darkness on Natalia's eyes, I don't know if anything that I am seeing or witnessing right now is real and really happening. Her eyes were screaming menacingly, and I am holding anything just so I can't lose Natalia.

"DO. SOMETHING."

With those last two words, I find myself walking towards the door. The banging was gone, and the outrage outside was silent. Everything was blurry, and I can't think of anything but Natalia.

I can't imagine myself without her. I can't see myself alive without touching her. I'd even rather die than not get to feel her. Her soft skin. Her perfect lips. Her luscious taste. Her fragrance that I can't go on any minute without. Her precious smile. Everything about her.

Everything were screaming at me even though they were just in my head. I'm panting heavily and I can feel myself holding something.

I feel like I'm in a long run till I saw a pair of eyes looking at me like I'm no longer human. The eyes were full of agony yet it was overflowing with hatred.