The call ended. Felix hung up on him. Hyunjin gasped unsure what to do. He wanted to say something. To tell the other it was ok. That none of it was his fault and that he didn't care about the media. Was this Felix's way of rejecting him?
His heart ached like a hole had been ripped out of it. He stared at the ceiling wishing for the tears to stay at bay. What was he supposed to do now? Hyunjin knew it was physically and emotionally impossible for him to move on from Felix. He loved him so much.
Reopening his phone he tried to navigate it with blurry eyesight. He pressed the message icon and did not hesitate to go straight to his contact.
JK
Hey. Are you free?
What's up?
Can I talk to you about something?
Yeah, tell me what's going on?
It's about Felix.
Call me.
What happened?
So he told him. Hyunjin told him everything with a heavy heart, mood dropping bit by bit as he retold the story. His mind kept replaying the same line over and over again.
"I know we aren't together and they're making it all up but I want to apologise."
Omg you stupid idiot
Hey you're supposed to be comforting me
Yeah but he didn't say he didn't like
you right?
No... he didn't
Then you still have a chance. Don't
let go of it unless you don't like him
anymore?
What do you mean of course I still like him
Then you still have a chance. But,
maybe give him some time before
talking to him again.
...
How do you do it?
Do what?
Have a public relationship?
*sigh* it's hard I won't lie. It took Tae
and I quite some time to get used to
it and accept the hate. We had to give
up the freedom of having our comments
on as sometimes the hate can get too
much. You need to be sure that you're
ready for all this and that you're
confident in your relationship with
Felix and both of your feelings. It can
get pretty messy if things don't work
out.
There was a pause and some shuffling. Hyunjin let the words sink into him and suddenly he realised how lucky he was to have Jungkook in his life. To have someone older than him and give him advice on what to do. Without him, Hyunjin realised that he would've been so lost.
Hyung?
Sorry, Bam knocked something over.
Just make sure you're absolutely sure
about this. It's best you talk with Felix
about it too. But after everything that's
happened perhaps some space would
ne beneficial for both of you just so
you can wrap your heads around the
situation.
Alright. Thanks hyung. Really though,
I don't know what I'd do without you.
It's alright. This is new uncharted
territory for you, I'm glad to be of
help. You know I'm always here to
talk so call me if you need me,
alright?
Yes
Ok, I gotta go cause I need to get
To a date with Tae but good luck.
I'll always be rooting for you!
Bye hyung
Bye!
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Fanfiction𝐒𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝐮 Hwang Hyunjin, South Korea's most famous model and Lee Felix part of South Korea's most well known Kpop Boy Group, Stray Kids meet online, and despite their different professions they form a special bond that will last f...