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september 15th

"do you miss her?" jake spoke up.

"miss who?" i quickly removed my gaze away from y/n.

i had been admiring her new hair colour from across the other side of the corridor, in which she must have only just recently dyed. i thought it looked very pretty.

"don't act dumb," jake chuckled, "you know who im talking about."

"oh, i don't know jake. what do you think?" i spoke a little acrimoniously.

"jeez. it was just a question, no need for such sarcasm," he sighed.

i frowned at his comment, "look, i'm sorry. it's just a sensitive topic for me to talk about."

"clearly," he replied, "but it's okay, i get it."

"no, you don't. we had the whole world at our feet, and then she goes and ends things just like that," i sighed in frustration, "i'm a nobody to her, now. have you not seen the way she acts completely oblivious to me whenever i'm around?"

"it's like one extreme to the other," jake nodded in agreement, "but your right, i may not properly understand what you're going through, but i'll always be here whenever you want to talk about it."

he pat my back in a comforting way.

"thank you," i smiled weakly.

"why don't you try looking for someone else?" jake suggested, "there's another cute girl in y/n's class, i think she's called-"

"no," i cut him off, "i cant even bare to think about what it would be like dating someone else."

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that night i couldn't sleep. my mind was wide awake with the thoughts and past memories of y/n and i. it had been like this for the past three months, making me severely sleep deprived.

but then, i had a thought...

what if i text her?

i picked my phone up from the bedside table, before pressing on y/n's contact. my hands were almost shaking whilst i typed up a message.

hi y/n, i know it's super late so you probably won't see this until the morning... but, i've been thinking a lot about us recently. i miss you. i haven't been able to move on since that one day at the basketball court. i know it seems like so long ago, but, i've been going crazy ever since. i cant stop thinking about you. im still as down bad for you as i was the very first day i fell in love. please, give us another chance. i can make you fall again, just trust me. all i want is to give you the world and to see you happy. i hope you wont ignore this, please answer me as soon as you can :)

i took a deep breath before clicking 'send'. i probably wont get a reply until the morning, so for now i should try to get some sleep.