Tbate: reliving the past

chapter 6: past, present, future?

Arthur leywin Pov

1,5 year later

the last thing I rememberd was me sleeping, but how long as it been. I was training with gramps like every day, after that the day passed normally with me spending time with Tess. I remember it was getting late and I went to bed to sleep, but how have I gotten to this situation. 

it was dark, dark enough that you wouldn't know that your eyelids were closed. I hadn't any sense of direction, no feeling in any direction of my body, was I even conscious? 

this feeling, I hate say it but it's the third time happening to me. why do? the first was me reincarnating, the second was... sylv sacrificing herself to me. I haven't been able to see her since then. I said this once but it needed to be said twice. i'm sorry sylv, i'm trully sorry. 

in this state I couldn't do much except remember everything from this timeline to my old timeline. it was a mix of emotion. happy ones like my time at xyrus, adventuring, my first time in the elven kingdom, but ofcourse there's memories like, alea's death, dad's death, nico and cecilia being back...

is this a punishment? a warning? for what? what have I done that I earned this. I mean yes I did kill a lot. my time as king grey and in the war, but I hadn't a choice in the war and I learned my mistakes from king grey.

a lot of time had passed or so I think. I went through every memory I had and so here I was, doing nothing. how long is this gonna take I asked myself thousands of times over. atleast I felt somewhat my sense of directions returning to me, so that's atleast somewhat decent.

with nothing to do I thought about other things, things like theories with as example on why I was here, how I was brought back to the past or theories from my past life, is there more wheels or doors? I also thought about how the present. how long I must have been sleeping and how worried Tess and gramps might be, but then again maybe only a hour or so has gone passed. I really have no way to tell. 

after thinking and somewhat laughing about their reactions on me being half dead. I thought about the future, I thought many times about the future. the reason is to keep me going. to see my children with Tess my parents growing old, it was the motivation I needed to keep me going through the hard times, through the war...  it's kinda funny that all of it was taken away from me the first timeline because of nico. never would I have thought that the past will bite me in the ass.

some time has past again and I was getting tired. like really really tired. wasn't I sleeping? how am I getting tired? Just how long will it take. just when I said that something appeared in front of me. it was me but made of purely transparent purple and it looked at me I think.

"who or what are you? did you bring me to this state?" I asked him somewhat nervous. I still couldn't do anything even do I felt everything it was just like skydiving really slowly through air if it makes sense.

"I mean no harm, i'm just here to give you a warning" it said. 

"a warning for what?" I asked him. I guess I was right of this being of warning of some sort. I didn't really think it would be tho, it was mostly a instinct thing. 

"That you won't be making the wrong choices" it said, slowly fading away again. Leaving me here alone or so I thought

The darkness suddenly turned White. Soon after it turned it into images. I recognised them, but I didn't know where. Then it clicked. It was my memories, but why is it being shown? Has it something to do with what the puple being said? I just couldn't get it out of my mind. All of this all of what happend. Do I just need to sit to through all of my memories again?