I regret it..

confession

POV : elizabeth

There i was, sitting at my big white desk applying my favorite light pink lip stick, it wasnt very noticeable but it made a slight difference making them look more rosey. I was waiting for paula to arrive to do my hair as usual. I was going to the Phantomhive manor to meet with my fiance, Ciel Phantomhive, he told me he had something important to tell me so as his soon to be wife i should take it upon myself to look my best when entering his home. While waiting for Paula i observed the desk infornt of me. A big white mirror with a floral design and next to me where tons of parfumes i collect from France, Germany and wherever i travel too with some ribbons and bows laying next to it. A few moments later i heard a subtle knock on my door, followed with a brown haired young woman opening the door with a soft smile. It was Paula

She sped walked towards me almost dropping the box in her hand "I'm sorry my lady, i couldnt find the right box in the attic!" she said putting it down beside me "its no problem paula, now let's see what we got" i said looking down waiting for her to open it. There were a lot of various bows in it, teal ones, marroon ones, pink ones, yellow ones and more. After me and paula deciding for some time i settled for the light blue ones with white lace since they matched my dress for the evening. I wore a pretty set of sapphire heels with a mtching blue gown and white sleeves.

"Are you ready to go miss?" paule said closing the box again "Sure let's go"

Timeskip

I was in the carriage looking in outside the window while Paula was crocheting a ligt purple scarf, normally it would take around 20 minutes to get to the Phantomhive manor but considering the bad weather it would take a bit longer. It was raining really hard which wasn't uncommon at this time of year, Autumn had just started and my birthday had passed recently too. 14th october which meant i turned 16 , sadly my beloved ciel couldn't make it due to a task the queen gave him. But he send a gift, a beautiful pink dress with brown ribbons all over it and a birthday card.

I decided i would write down in my dairy knowing it would take a while to arrive

- October 21st

Dearest diary,

I hope this entry finds you well, its a sense of solemnity that i write to you today. As you know my sixteenth birthday has recently come to pass, marking a significant milestone in my life. The autumnal hues painted the landscape in a tapestry of vibrant colors, reminding me of the fleeting nature of time. As a noblewoman and Ciel phantomhives wife the expectations placed on me are great. It has been several weeks since i last laid eyes on my beloved fiance and my heart yearns for his pressence next to me. Today i embark on a journey to reunite with him

A journey that fills me with pure excitment and anticipation, i must temper my joy and exude an air of composure, though my heart leaps with joy at the thought of seeing my betrothed, I must maintain a composed demeanor befitting my station. The days apart have only deepened my affection for him.

And i eagerly anticipate the moment when we are reunited.

With quill in my hand, i shall continue to document the events of my life , sharing the joys and challenges that come my way. Until we meet again, dear diary .

May you hold my thoughts and dreams within your pages

Yours faithfully

- Elizabeth Midford

As i closed my dairy i realized we had come to arrive at our destination. I left it in my usual hiding spot behind my seat. Paula looked up putting her stuff down and looking out the window. "Look the phantomhive butler is on his way" as i looked out i could indeed see sebastian walking towards our carriage. "Good evening Lady Elizabeth." he said bowing and helping me and Paula out. Something about his aura was off putting. More then normal but i've known sebastian for 5 years so i know hes no bad. "The young Lord is awaiting you in his study." A big grin appeared on my face, once again being filled with excitment.