On My Grind

Fuck them all.

Ive been finding myself spending more and more time with this one. As much as we both try sugar-coat it, studio times is just a way to get to see her more since and she's starting to confined and me with shit, She tells me stuff about her man, how things aint that good. She aint even telling me who he is but im not even tryna hear chat about him, when she tells me the shit he does it just makes me want this girl more, to show her all boys aint pricks, I just feel like bussing out into  that Mario tune uno,You should let me love you, let me be the one to give you everything you want and need. "Were you even listening?" Ria asked looking at me, we were at McDonalds, we came here straight after Studio, "You said suttin about."

"Suttin about...." she asked tapping her nails

"Ion know, I weren't listening."

"What were you doing that whole time them?"

"You don't even want me to say it " I said looking at her lips "Cah your garn go on about how I move inappropriate and I cant be acting certain way cah you got a man"

"Why do you keep bringing up my man?"

 I ran both hands across my face,"Cah your worth more- if you were my girl-"

she rolled her eye's

"I actually started to think maybe Stef just wants to spend time with me, no funny business , just friends but your just showing your like every other boy." She said getting up from her seat, she grabbed her Micheal kors bag and began to walk, I grabbed my coke and walked after her, she ignore me as I called out her name, she made me look like I was mad, as we approached the bustop that's when she stopped "Would you just go  away" she said calmly

"I cant do that." I said moving closer to her, "Why don't you want more for yourself, what you just wanna be a man's side piece?"

"Its not like that, he's just busy these days."

"Whats wrong with you? You got a real G right here" I said hitting my chest "That would do shit for you," I said looking into her eye's "You dun told me your struggle, I aint about to bring that all up, cah it stays between us, and the shit I tell you I don't tell know one,"

She stopped in her tracks, we were both facing eachother in the middle of the road, not many people were around. "Do you mean what you just said?"

"When have I lied to you Ria?" I asked  her softly, before I knew it, her soft lips were pressed against mine, her hand snuck around my neck while she pecked my lips and I kissed her back, her lips were so soft and moist, our lips moved in sync, I bit the bottom asking for her entrance but that's she pulled away "I- I, I need to go." She stuttered, she quickly got on the first bus she saw, I stood there smiling, d'you know how long ive been waiting for that, but still its bitter sweet, she's gone.

After a while I stopped belling her line, she wanted to air what could I do? This weeks been crazy for me, I had an interview with Grime culture, and had a street heat session, which has made my publicity go mad, then I thought she might holla but narh, she's blown, no ones seen her nothing, that's why im going to her ends today. Ive only started to admit to myself that im a whipped youte, im whipped on her, every hour of the day im thinking of her, and I know its sounds kinda fruity but what else can I do about it? And hella people have been asking who's this girl since I dropped our song but know ones seen her face, last time I spoke to her about doing a video she was telling me all this about how she don't think her man would like it, fuck it, what would she like? Pstt and I know that's me, my obsession has gone way past her body now its something much deeper. I left the Studio and grabbed something to eat real quick, As I tapped my oyster to the bus to Stockwell my phone began to ring.