The Girlfriend

Part 4

Its a bit shorter than I anticipated, but I figured it was a good place to stop. Please remember that this is a short story so if things seem to be moving rather fast, its because they are. Also don't forget this story is suppose to contain MATURE scenes throughout. Lastly, I wanted to post this update before I got really busy so please forgive me for any mistakes especially ones with tenses (e.g. present to past then back to present) since I truly do struggle with that. Anyways, sorry for the long note, ENJOY!

JQ

PS: All parts will be in NORTH POV unless otherwise stated. 

The kiss turns savage and I devour every inch of those perfect lips. I try to force my tongue into her mouth but she just wouldn't budge. I try to relax and remember that I need to take things at her pace.

She glides her hands up my shoulder and wraps her slender arms around my neck. She then uses her fingers to pull on the longer pieces of hair near the nape of my neck. Damn that was hot and it makes me moan into her mouth. That's all it took before she was sliding her wet tongue into my mouth. I take advantage and use mine to caress hers which causes her to move impossibly closer to me.

My hands that had remained firmly at her back trailed down to caress her fine backside. She stiffened slightly, but I massaged slowly until her shoulder relaxed. I couldn't resist at that point and I gripped her ass bringing her exactly where I wanted her. She moaned but seemed to wiggle a little out of my embrace. I didn't get this girl. It seemed like she wanted me but was afraid of what she was feeling. Trying to make her more comfortable, I reluctantly slid my hands to grip her waist.

The shirt I let her borrow rides up and I catch the outline of her creamy soft thighs. I know that the current state we are in now is a sort of like limbo, it could go either way. We could still stop but I didn't want to. I needed to make Emily know I wanted her, and bad. I rotated us around and walked her backwards towards my bed as we kept kissing. My hands kept skimming over her curvy hips and shivers racked up and down her body. It made me feel powerful to think that I was the one causing those reactions in her. We finally reached the bed and the back of her knees hit the mattress.

If she didn't know what I wanted now, I didn't know how else to explain it. I leaned into her a little and she leaned back on the mattress. She unglued her lips for a mere second so she could scoot back on the mattress then was instantly reaching for me. Thank god, she did want this!

I followed her on to the bed and covered her exquisite body with mine. I made sure every inch of our bodies were perfectly aligned. I ground my covered dick into her warm flesh and the sound she made nearly pushed me over the edge. I did it again, and this time her back arched as she pressed in closer to me. With my left hand, I grabbed her around the knee and placed it so her leg was wrapped around my hip. I then skimmed my hand slowly down her outer thigh, curving inward once I reached the top. I was inches, no centimeters, from feeling the most intimate part of her body when she suddenly bucked underneath me.

Startled and confused, I looked up at her face. Instead of desire, I saw fear and worry lining her face. I removed my hand from her thigh and cradled her face as I said "baby, what's wrong?"

She turned her head to the side to avoid my gaze as she whispers "North, I have something to tell you..."

I groan, I knew this was too good to be true. I can almost envision her next words I have a boyfriend or I am seeing someone. I'll admit that when I asked to drop her off at home all I wanted to do was fuck her. But in those few short hours that we were alone, the beauty beneath me grew on me. Something inside of me hurt to think of her with someone else other than me. But I should have guessed that was the case when she was so willing.

I had been silent the whole time and her eyes penetrated mine seeking answers to question untold. I lean my forehead against hers and whisper "what?"

She tenses beneath me, gulps, and her breath leaves her in a whoosh. Her entire frame starts to shake, and now I'm 100 percent sure I'm not going to like what I am about to hear. I lean back and look in her eyes and say "baby, whatever it is, just say it. I promise I won't make fun. I promise I won't judge. If you don't want to continue, it's okay to say it. I will always respect you, I promise." And while I was dying to continue, that was the bottom line, I would never force her into anything.

She released her breath in a loud exhale and whispered "I've never..." and then stopped.

She has never what? I ponder her words in my head and then suddenly it clicked like a light bulb going off in my head. Shit, she is a virgin.

Goddamn, why didn't West warn me? I'm sure the bastard knew my intentions. As I look at her face again, she looks so scared. Damn I feel like such a monster for having put her in this situation. I try to be gentle as I caress her face and kiss her on her check "It's okay. We don't have to continue. I'm glad you told me."

I manage to produce a genuine smile on my face. She grips the back of my neck and pulls my ear down to her mouth. She brushes her mouth against my lobe and starts talking, and I honestly can't believe what I am hearing. In the quietest of tones, she says "North, I want you to be my first. I've waited too long; hoping for the right moment. In retrospect, the right moment is whenever you decided it to be. But I realize that I feel so safe with you, and today has been so amazingly different. I don't want this night to end. I want to be with you. I want you to make me yours."

God if her last words don't get me as a hard as a rock. Some caveman instinct inside of me wants to mark her and make her mine. But being the ever gentleman, I need to make sure she is sure. I say "god baby, I want to. But I need to make sure this what you want. Nothing has to happen between us, I promise. You can still stay with me. Besides, I'm sure with it being your first time and all, you want it to be special with someone special."

She grips my face and pulls me until I am looking at her brown eyes, she confidently says "You are special, to me..."

Damn, I feel myself caving. I want her and want this. But to take that from her, I don't know. But if I let her go, I am almost certain I will never see her again. Then someone else will have her, and the thought is like knife to my heart. I don't know how this girl has done it but in a few short hours, she has managed to wiggle her way into a tiny portion of my heart. Instead of thinking with my head, I allow my heart to take over. I kiss her passionately, and leave her breathless.

I grip both side of her head as I rock my pelvis into hers. I growl at her "You're special to me. So goddamn special. I don't want this to be the only night. You don't deserve a one night stand. You deserve it all, heart and flowers. Therefore I will make love to you if you agree to be my girlfriend?"

As I say the last of my words, I realize how true those words are. She has made me feel things tonight that I haven't felt in ages. I want her, not just tonight, but for days and nights to come. I watch as she gives me megawatt smile and happily nods her head. I growl at her "say it!"

She grinds herself into me as she seductively answers "Yes..."

That was all I needed. I slam my mouth back on to hers and can't help the shudder that escapes me as I picture where this night is headed.