The Unwanted Love (Hopeless series #2)

CHAPTER 05

"Ano ba?! Hindi naman ako lasing e!" sigaw ko sakaniya, kanina pa niya ako hinihigit dito. "Let's go home" mas kalmadong ani nito pero hindi ako nagpatinag, ayokong sumabay sakaniya.

"susundoin ako ni, Vreyione" mas malamig pa sa yelong sabi ko, umigting ang panga niya at ngumisi, nagkibit balikat ito at tinignan lang ako.

Hindi ko na siya hinintay na magsalita at iniwan ko na siya doon, kinuha ko lahat ng gamit ko sa cottage at sakto namang dumating na si Vreyione , he's not my fling or something, pinsan ko siya.

It's already 11 am nung nakadating kami sa bahay and I'm so pagod, I did not even wash my face bago matulog kasi sobrang antok na talaga ako, sa guest room natulog si Vreyione that night.

Tinanghali ako ng gising and hindi ko na naabutan pa si Vreyione, I ask manang where did he go maaga palang umalis, my breakfast is already prepared.

After my morning routine lumabas ako ng bahay at dumiretso sa garden to see mommy planting another seeds of flower again, well it's not kind of maarte pero ayoko talaga makialam sakaniya cause masisira yung nails ko.

"Morning mommy" I greeted her, she smiled.

"Good morning, my love!" she said, umupo ako sa chair habang pinapanood siyang maghukay ng hole doon, "Are you going to put the seed on it?" I ask confusely, she just chuckled. "Yes, come here help me" aya niya sa akin pero ngumiwi lang ako.

"Hyacinth" dinig kong tawag ni daddy sa akin, when mom heard it too she fix herself, she fucking fix her self?! What are they, a teenager? I rolled my eyes on them.

"Good morning, tita!" Oh, so kasama siya si daddy? Well baka maglalaro sila ng golf, "Hi! Buti naka dalaw kayo" she said.

"Hija, ang ganda mo pa din" Oh so tito and tita are here too, ngumiti ako at bumeso sa akin, kahit si tito.

Na-bored ako sa mga pinag-uusapan nila kaya umalis na ako dun at pumunta sa pool area, sinawsaw ko ang paa ko dun and I feel relax but then sumunod si Yvo sa akin.

"What?" inis na sabi ko, he just stand there and watch me. "Kaya nga umalis there kasi nakakabwisit, sumunod naman yung bwisit" bulong ko pa, "I heard you" inis na sabi niya.

"oh sinadya ko naman talaga" sabi ko at tatayo na sana pero nagulat ako sobrang lapit na niya sa akin kaya na out balance ako kaya nahulog ako sa pool.

"woah sorry" he said.

"What the hell it's too cold!" I screamed, nagkibit balikat siya at hinayaang maka akyat ako, hindi ko siya pinansin at umalis na doon so that I can take a shower na.

After taking a shower I already fix my gamit because may practice kami, I didn't wear make up today. Bumaba na rin ako after ko magbihis, as I open the door nagulat ako dahil Yvo was standing there he was about to knock.

"Let's go?" he ask, "Where? I have practice"

"Ilocos, Cyra is there too" who's that? I didn't even know her.

"I can't" umirap ako, sumama ang timpla ng mukha niya, he's staring at me like I commit a crime.

"okay fine, I'll just pack my things then we'll leave" I slammed the door towards his face, I was about to take off my shirt when he fucking open the door.

Pumasok nalang siya at pinagmasdan ang kwarto ko, "Purple huh" he chuckled, "what's wrong with purple?" I rolled my eyes on him.

"nah it's cute" but still laughing. I started packing my things, dinala ko lahat ng kailangan ko. "let's go?" I asked, he look at me, nangunot noo siya he massaged the bridged of his nose. "damn! We're not staying there forever, sana dinala mo nalang pati closet mo" he said, umirap ako at lumabas na.

"can I drive?" tanong ko, tinignan niya ako "of course" He said.

"alrig-"

".. No!" sabay irap sa akin, I want to punch his face, buti nalang he's so pogi.

Tahimik ako buong byahe, I'm sleeping, eating, taking pictures on the nice view. I don't want to talk naman kasi hindi niya ako pinapansin, he's always checking his phone parang may hinihintay na tawag or text, does he has a girlfriend? Ngumuso ako at sinandal ang ulo ko sa bintana.

"Are you hungry? We can stop over for food if you like-"

"I'm on a diet!" sabi ko habang nakapikit, hindi na siya nagsalita pa, see he doesn't even care at me. Ang totoo niyan gutom na ako, hindi ako nag breakfast kanina. Gusto ko lang naman pilitin niya ako, I hate him!!

I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep, I don't like to miss the beautiful views na nadadaanan namin, napatingin ako sa kasama ko na busy da pag da-drive, he's so seriously. Tumikhim ako at bahagya siyang napatingin sa akin, he was about to ask something pero tumunog yung phone niya.

'The Prettiest'

That was the contact name, I felt something weird on my chest, was I jealous? No, it can't be, pumikit ako sa inis at bumaling nalang sa labas pero I can't stop myself na makinig sa pinag uusapan nila.

"Hi! Malapit na kami, just wait for me okay? Take care" malambing na wika ng lalake, I find myself mocking him secretly. He dropped the call and he fucking look at me.

"What?" Mataray na sabi ko, umiling siya at nagpatuloy sa pag da-drive, hindi ko alam kung ilang oras kami sa byahe, nakatulog ako hanggang sa makarating kami sa ilocos, ginising nalang niya ako nung nandoon na kami.

Sinalubong agad kami nang mga staff doon and his friends too, nilibot ko ang paningin sa buong lugar, ang ganda.

Binalik ko ang tingin sa kanila, they already laughing at something that I don't even know, I was about to call Yvo pero he's talking to someone I didn't know. Tinignan ko siya, I saw how his eyes glitters while he was talking to that girl, I saw how he looked at her, again I felt something inside my chest, it's kinda hurt.

What is wrong with me? "By the way this is, Hyacinth Yshin Faye!" his fiancé, I smiled at them, tumango sila at ngumiti. Then back to their topic, I feel so out of place.

"Hi" the girl approach me, she's pretty. Hindi ako ngumiti I know that's rude pero there's something in me na parang ayaw sa kaniya, I know Yvo like her, I saw it in his eyes kanina. "Cyra nga pala" nilahad niya ang kamay niya, I fake a smile "Hyacinth" sabi ko lang at iniwan na siya doon, I know it's rude pero anong pake ko sakaniya.

Nauna na ako sa hotel room namin ni Yvo, and yung mga gamit namin ay nandoon na din, binuksan ko ang pinto sa veranda. It's beautiful tanaw ko ang buong dagat, ngumiti ako at naisipang mag bihis ng swimsuit para maligo, I wear my color red two piece, I tied up my hair on a messy bun, I just use my white polo for cover up.

Napadpad ang mga paa ko sa rock formation sa bandang medyo walang tao, agad akong nagtampisaw sa tubig, "Finally!" I screamed, sinubukan kong pumunta sa medyo malalim na part ng dagat, sumisid pa ako.

Wala nang araw pero parang ayoko pa din bumalik doon sa room namin, pero nagugutom na ako. Mahapdi na din ang balat ko. "Tommorow maliligo ulit ako" nakangiti kong bulong.

Nakarating na ako sa tapat ng hotel room namin, huminga ako ng malalim at dahan dahan na pinihit ang pinto, I tip toe ng makapasok ako.

"Fuck!" Nagulat ako ng may bumalibag sa loob, napatuwid ako ng tayo ng biglang bumukas ang pinto.

"H-hi" my voice shuttered, "Where have you been? Tinatawagan kita hindi ka sumasagot" malamig na sabi niya, "oh sorry, naiwan ko yung phone ko sa bag, nag swimming lang ako" naka ngiting sabi ko.

"I'm so fucking worried, Hyacinth!" may diin na sabi niya, pinipigilan kong ngumiti pero nabigo ako, gosh was I inlove?

"You're not gonna fucking swim again without me, and don't fucking wear that thing again" inis na sabi niya, sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko.

"It's swimsuit, Yvo" umirap na sabi ko.

"Magbihis kana, I'll wait for you" sabi niya at umalis na.