Every new day sparks the joy
For another beginning of another story.
Every new morning kisses the hope
deep
through the sunshine.
Every new encounter, tingles up the cells beneath the skin.
Sometimes good sometimes bad
Life is like that
Days pass by like drop by drop, as we advance towards the future life.
Sometimes,
Some days are good
Some interactions are good
Some people are good
Som weather is good
Some sight is good
Some clouds are good too
And some birds and
Sometimes luck is good as well
Some part of you is good
10 Billion people on earth and you are appreciating the good like never before
But
When goodness turns into darkness
Sunshine turns into haunting shadows
New encounters feel like lurking ghosts
When deep into the night, your glee is sucked up
The enthusiasm loses its way.
The interactions are dreaded
The peope are avoided
The clouds dissipate into the thin air
The birds are there no more
Luck turns into Bad.
You lose the only part dear to you, that is, yourself
But
You are still happy
Happy as always
Except no idea how to react
No idea how to interact
No idea how to view
No idea where to look
No idea how to believe
No idea who to trust
No idea where to lean
Distress surrounds you
Fog clouds up your brain
Everywhere you move your gaze,
Same is everything
Same is the thing that gave you joy months ago as the one that fucked you up, once long ago
It's no difference
Head is heavy
Mind is crowded
Again 10 billion people on the earth
You are writing about yourself
Another day another story
And I'm feeling so Dazed again.
