𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐯𝐢𝐬)

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟑 - 𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬

Taylor's POV
He put his hand around my neck and pulled me closer to kiss me. He pressed his lips into mine and a wave of chills washed me over. I closed my eyes and add my tongue. He's a perfect kisser and he know how to do it. He add his tongue and our tongues dance together.
I opened my mouth even wider to give his tongue more space. We kissed aggressively for a few minutes until I decided I wanted more. I needed more. I parted my lips from his and looked at him with sparkling eyes and heavy breathing.

"Come with me to bed?" I asked softly and whispered in his lips. God I needed him. Almost 8 months without sex. And I don't consider Matty Healy because it wasn't really done from a place of love or a desire for it to develop into something beyond. At first I tried to convince myself that it was, but my fans are right, not that they are responsible for my choices in life but they know me better than any of my exes and accompanied me from the beginning of my journey as a teenager , to advise me themselves. Sometimes they see something from the side that I don't pay attention to and they were very smart to say that he's not for me. With Travis it's different I could feel my body burning because I'm horny for him. Not to mention that all I did was imagine his size beyond the pants all this week. I don't know what's happening to me but I don't think I've ever dated a man as big as his and I can only think of the moment he will fuck me. I'm pretty sure that after this I won't be able to walk.
He's making me weak all over. I could feel myself wet just from his kisses and at this point I started to ask myself if it's because I'm too horny or because he's too hot and does a good job with my mouth.

"No..." he said.
What?? Did I heard no? Did he just said no?
I started to get embarrassed and wanted to hide myself.

"What?? Why not? What did I do wrong??"
I started to panic like crazy and my face is red now.

"Oh no no no Taylor you did nothing wrong! On the contrary I am so horny right now and you made my cock jump for joy now and believe me it hurts me down there. But it is important to me that you know that I respect you and want to save our first time for the future. I don't want to have sex on our first date... I want to wait a bit for it to be much more special and for us to get to know the second one better. I don't want to be a rebound and I don't want you either just because of your body, I told you. First winning your heart and your body is just a bonus on top of everything".

He's so sweet and it warms my heart to hear him say all these things to me. I really don't think I've been in a relationship like this before. healthy and happy.

"Fine! But you're so hot there's no way I'm letting you sleep with me today and not be shirtless".

He started laughing and his laughter is like music to my ears. I like to see him like this, happy.

"I always sleep shirtless and sometimes only in boxers"

"Even better ! And just so you know, if you're entering into a relationship with me you need to know that I get up in the middle of the night sometimes from ideas for songs and sometimes I even recorded it and make some noise so..well yeah".