𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐯𝐢𝐬)

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟖 - 𝐁𝐨𝐲 𝐎𝐫 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥?

3 weeks later
Taylor's POV:
That's it, I'm done with the international tour, I won't be back until next month to North America.
I'm 17 weeks pregnant and today I'm going to an appointment with Travis so they can tell us the gender. In the previous meetings our baby decided to be shy and hide so we didn't see between his legs but today I'm full of hope that it will happen.
We decided to have a gender reveal party .
I really like hosting and I've always loved this tradition of finding out together with family and friends the gender of the baby, it looks so fun and a precious moment to share with our loved ones again. That's why we decided that Abigail will be the one to know the gender of the baby and we will find out together with our guests.

To be honest, this is the most confusing pregnancy ever. Nothing goes by the book and I suffer from a lot of nausea. Even though the first trimester ended and I was told that it would end, I would feel better and it would go away, so no, I still have nausea, I can't go near certain food and I still throw up here and there and I only crave sweets which makes a lot of people close to me think I'm pregnant with a girl. But in the same time, luckily, I still didn't gain weight in other areas of my body, only in my belly , my skin is very clear and glowing, I dream of a boy in my dreams almost every few nights and my bump is relatively low, which makes many people say it's a boy.

I'm so dying to know what it is. I change my mind every day , compared to Amelia who is convinced it's a boy and Travis who is sure it's a girl. My intuition has already disappeared at this point and I'm really dying of curiosity. I wish for a healthy baby but I won't lie that part of me wants to see pink confetti fall on the floor.

As for my baby, he or she hasn't induced full attendance yet. This means that my bump is only visible when I wear tank tops or tight shirts and dresses. I know it's only a matter of days and weeks until my belly one day just shows up and popped up , but the fans still don't suspect and that's what I'm most happy about. In the last few weeks it was a bit difficult for me to perform and I felt a little pain especially in the back area and the feet that started to swell, it is already getting difficult to perform like this. The outfits do their job and hide the bump as it should, the fans were actually really enthusiastic about the idea of ​​changing the outfits at the last minute but they don't suspect yet..well at least I hope so, I'm trying my best to hide it. I scrolled through tiktok and saw some conspiracy videos why I decided to change everything and a lot of people suspect other things, the vast majority of them believe it's a "new change" and it's good.. that way it distracts them from the real reason and I know it's a matter of time until my baby decides they want to be present and my belly will be huge . I'm still deciding when to tell the fans about it and I was thinking about the last night of the tour. That way I'll drop the bomb and just leave . I will finish an old Era and start a new Era. The mommy era.
This is a huge full circle for me and it will be the most joyful news to share with them.
Our baby is very shy and he hasn't started kicking yet which worries me a bit because it was supposed to happen already and his dad is a football player but I want to believe that everything is for the best and he has his  own time.