Lately life is life and therapy was extremely hard because I talked about new stuff that I hadn't spoke out loud so I'm just pushing thru school. Firends don't know what going on except 1 and the other friend she's just acting like she cares because if she care about my feelings she wouldn't leave me to go sit with her boyfriend I have eating problems so I eat in my favorite teachers class even though I'm not supposed to. The stuff I talked about in therapy were so new living in fear again when I just got out of living in fear finally after some yrs and now I am because I was being bullied and I was being hurt and I was being targeted and had something of mine ruined. Wouldn't you live in fear because you don't know what the bully would do. I am I am the higher person I am a a senior he's a junior what the fuck is wrong with me. Today I didn't wanna go to school but I had to because of my classes I missed yesterday bc I slept and missed my 2 periods in the morning but I felt so not good and I still don't I feel sick and mentally not well I hope today goes good I know most people don't read this story because it's not my popular one but if you do sorry for what you have to read.
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Poesiajust my thoughts I only tell my therapist but I wanna put it into my stories so when I'm not with my therapist I can go somewhere
