no one knows

i thought it wouldn't bother me

So I like going on car rides with my friend and I trust her with my life. Now I have some car trauma and only trust certain people driving me I trust my mom and dad the most but me and my friend have been on so many rides that I felt safe now I'm so glad we were paying attention and that I was paying attention because 1. We almost ran a red light and 2. I'm so glad we stopped in time and I'm glad the dude who could've hit us was paying attention now in the moment I was in shock so I was ok but now i panic could barley sleep cus of it bc I had to change the colors of my led lights because of it from red to pink because I can't get the word red and the color red out of my head I hope after a little bit away from taking car rides with her it will be ok she is such a good driver and accidents happen.