My life has gotten stressful, overwhelmed, while trying to heal from a car accident with trauma and PTSD to come with it.
Some days when the memories go thru my head I always wish will it ever stop and will I ever be ok.
I sometimes don't think I'm alive cus of it sometimes I wanna relapse
Sometimes I wanna change what happened.
But
I have adhd and I'm autistic.
So when I am masking for long hrs at a time it gets overwhelming and when I do unmask it relaxing but hard to re mask sometimes and just stressful.
I'm finally gunna re make my anti anxiety spell jar and protection jar that broke during my car accident and from what the witch told me it protected me in my moment and kept me alive like I am today .
Don't take life for granted keep living keep healing
Merry Christmas
Happy holidays
YOU ARE READING
no one knows
Poesíajust my thoughts I only tell my therapist but I wanna put it into my stories so when I'm not with my therapist I can go somewhere
