words I'm not allowed to say

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Her soul was crushed
Her heart was smashed
They told her not to feel and to keep her words to herself .
They locked her in a room and isolated her from the world in the name of saving her from the crash.
So all she did was sit on the window of the valley with a fear in her heart and would watch cat sniffing the mud near the pits and the  scars .
All she did was fight to live but her body was tired from all the medicines ,
You are ugly so be smart cause no one wants a girl useless from the start,
After years of isolation they allowed her to step out ,she starred the world with horror in her eyes ,
Everyone had someone , and everyone had smile , so she smiled in the mirror and found nothing pleasing to the eyes .
So she worked hard and  trained her brain
To keep herself closed cause if someone is to open her is a nightmare for all.
They called her love ,the apple of their eyes
But deep inside all they want her is to die .
She soon is to be 18 and her 18th wish is the death.
All she did was live up to their kind , the only child I'm proud of is you was a lie lie lie .
Now truth has been told and mouth is sealed
And she's no longer the  girl working on their will.

I hope I died the day I step out in the world .

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 02, 2023 ⏰

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