You must break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow…
You must break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow…
You must break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow…
"Good Morning sleepy head~ you need to wake up don't forget we still have school today" I looked at the voice I saw a boy with undercut hair with a window cut bangs and he was smiling at me. "Clark I'm still sleepy give me 5 more minutes" I told him "5 more minutes 30 minutes all you got for wearing your uniform so stand up already!" I heard another voice and I looked at him. He is Sean. He has a long hair length over the shoulder and his hair color is cream colored and has a little reddish orange to the top hair and he has reddish orange eyes too unlike Clark he only has brown eyes. "Alright alright I will stand up and do my things now don't you guys worry" I told them and they both smiled. "You should because we are going to be late now I'm not allowing you to stay up late until 2am and look at the time it's 5:30am your classes are around 6am" Clark told me and I just nodded and got my clothes and dressed up.
Class again will things change? I'm tired of the cycle of life. "Hey are you done dressing up?" I heard Clark's voice and I looked at him and covered my body "WHY ARE YOU HERE I'M DRESSING UP GO AWAY!' I told him and he laughed a little "telling me that sounded like I didn't see it before but I already knew every part of you" he said. "Why are you here? What are you going to tell me?" I asked him and he hugged me behind. "You should always trust me ok? It's you and me in the end" he said and I look at the mirror, only me?
"Clark, is she done? It's 6:20 we need to walk now" Sean called us and I started moving to fix my school stuff. "I'm almost done Sean!" I told him.
So everyday I attended class to study, but my friends seemed absent all day and attended 1 class per week. "You're alone again, why don't you socialize?" the president in our class looked at me "well my friends are busy you know them haha" I told her "well we are supposed to be all friends together you know so don't be shy talk to the others too ok~ everything will be alright" she said. I'm not confident enough to be close to them, sigh I really need Clark and the others…
"shhhh…. Shhh…" I heard a shhh sound. I tried to find it but it's not inside the classroom but outside I saw a tiny bit of hair near the door and I tried to go out and saw Kai "Kai what are you doing here!?" I told him and he smiled at me when he saw me come near the door. "Hey don't forget to finish your assignments, remember you're going to play online games and read manhwa" he said, ha manhwa and online games have been my happiness in my life. I never cling to anything else anymore except for Clark. My feelings for him are above the level among all of them all. "Anyway, how's your able to handle those people surrounding you?" he asked me. "Keeping myself busy of course" I told him "right that's the bestest solution so keep doing the same thing" he said but I wanted to break this cycle so sick of this cycle.
"Alright, I'm going to first hope to see you soon bye bye" Kai said and he waved his hand and I did the same "who are you talking too?" The class president came near me like she was curious who I was talking to. "nothing actually just a ghost" I said and she just raised her thumbs up and smiled at me. Well sigh, at least she didn't see that I'm talking with Kai. Kai's appearance is similar to Clark but he has a green colored eye to the left and blue colored eye to the right side and he has 2 moles to his right near his eyes and a mole near his right side of chin. He is quite a cutie but he is a youngster.
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My phone is ringing and looks like I receive a message "message your dad to buy chicken from the grocery so we have food tomorrow morning" oh it's mom I thought it was one of my friends but should I chat with them first and cling to them? I think they will be annoyed "ok I will do mom" I answered and sended them a message to mom and now I am sending a message to my dad. "ok" he replied he seemed emotionless, sigh why I feel like I'm being neglected by them.
After all my classes ended I went to the fast food chain to meet up with Clark and Kai. "So how's school everything ok?" Clark asked me "seems ok but my friends are absent again as usual" I said. "Well we can handle it on our own without friends. I can handle myself by asking for help from others" Kai said and he felt so proud of himself "someday I'm sure Kai will ask for help because we can't do things alone" Clark said and I nodded "more people the stronger right?" I said and Clark nodded "Nobody is willing to help me but if someone is willing to help me then I will take that opportunity" he said. "Well help is help, don't trust people that much is the best and mostly you" Clark said and he looked at me and touched my hair. "You shouldn't trust people, don't be fooled, ok?" He said and I smiled "I only trust you!" I told Clark and he patted my head "good good".
But I saw him frown. I don't know why he reacted like that. "something wrong?" I asked him and he just smiled, "nothing to worry, it's just something a mess in my mind" he said. "I'm gonna go first guys" Kai said and he stood up from his seat and waved his hand. "we better get going your mom might be looking for you" he said and I nodded.
