I start my walk on the way back to the chateau. I've had no sleep and I've realised whats happened. I had mascara dripping down my face my hair was scraggy I took my heels off and I hadn't slept so I probably had massive eye bags. But I just wanted to speak to JJ because I've messed things up really bad. I've always struggled with overthinking but why would he care about that girl who only wanted to fuck him.
I get back to the chateau and I take a deep breath before entering.
"Holy shit hey sienna" Sarah said
"We were worried sick" jb says
"We missed you" kie said
"You realise what has happened?"pope says
"Is JJ here?"
"I think he's in your room I'm not too sure though. He was here this morning"
I walk into my room and JJ isn't there. I walk back out to the others and I lock eyes with JJ who's with the other girl from last. My eyes widened and my heart started pounding.
I take a look at her face to see dry blood and a black eye and bruises all over her.
"JJ are you fucking kidding"jb says
"Jj thats low even for you"kie says
"What's wrong with you dude" pope says
"Your a dick" Sarah says
"I mean I got his dick didn't I?" The girl says laughing as she looks at me.
"There's a reason no one's else is laughing with you bitch"
"What"
"What's your name again? Lindsey?"
"No it's Amy"
"Oh shit must've forgot JJ comes home with that many so don't get too comfortable"
"Sie" JJ says
"Nah I don't wanna hear it actually"
"You look a mess"Amy says
"I fucking wonder why"
"Sienna ignore them" jb says
"IGNORE THEM ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING ME!"
"Sienna come on" kie says
"how can I ignore them I've not slept all night because of him my mind was running thinking about him and how I came back to apologise and how he said he didn't want to fuck her and how. And how he said he loved me everyday and now he's stood there with a girl he fucked after 1 argument!"
"You broke up with me!" JJ shouts
"BECAUSE I WAS MAD AT YOU NOT BECAUSE I STOPPED LOVING YOU!"
"Sienna i.."
"WHILE I WAS UP ALL NIGHT CRYING THINKING ABOUT YOU YOU WERE FUCKING SOME OTHER GIRL!"
He just sighed
"Ye that's how I feel to!"
"I didn't fuck her"
"Then why why is she here JJ why?"
"We were just talking and I brought her back here to speak ok"
"What speak with your dick inside her"
"You jealous?" Amy says
"Not really I've had that many times before cunt"
"Pathetic"
"Yes you are. ACTUALLY GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE BEFORE I CALL THE FUCKING COPS"
"No I've been invited here"
"WHAT BY JJ WHO MY I ADD DOESNT LIVE HERE!"
"So" the girl says
"I WILL RAGG YOU OUTTA HERE IF YOU DONT LEAVE IN THE NEXT 5 SECONDS"
"JJ" Amy says
"5"
She rolls her eyes
"4"
"3"
"2" I make a step closer to her
"JJ dude" Amy says
"1"
"0"
"And your still stood there"
I run over to her and grab her by the ponytail as jjs eyes widen.
"Sie come on get off her"
I pull her outside and throw her to the floor.
"Scurry along. NOW"
"I'm going Jesus" she says
"SIENNA WHAT THE FUCK" JJ says
"What's going on with you?"
"What's going on with me what's going on with you!"
"What"
"YOUR FIGHTING EVERONE THAT COME IN A 2m RADIUS OF ME SIE!"
I start breathing heavily and I say "I'm sorry"
"Whatever"
He starts to walk off as I grab him by the wrist.
"Please don't go. I need you"
My lips start to shake as I feel tears forming in my eyes.
"I'm sorry I'm really truly fucking sorry JJ"
"I know"
"I'm so sorry I'm not good enough for you and your too good for me"
"Sienna don't say that"
"But I want you to know I nearly kissed Rafe last night but I told him I couldn't because I love you and it's not the same it's not exiting it's not fun it doesn't make me having it doesn't give me butterflies it doesn't make me feel the spark and he doesn't make me happy but when I'm with you it's the complete opposite. I didn't kiss him because of you and I'm still glad I didn't but you fucked another girl JJ. I would've never done that to you ever"
"We were broken up"
"I WAS DRUNK LIKE OUT OF MY MIND DRUNK"
"Mhm"
"LIKE I WASNT THINKING STRAIGHT AND I WAS JUST ANNOYED"
"I'm gonna go" JJ says
"Don't go I want you to stay"
He walks off anyway.
I walk back into the chateau.
"I think I've had enough."
"Sienna I'm so so sorry" kie says
"I think i might get a little drunk"
"No" Sarah says
"You know he will come back he always does" pope says
"Not this time. I've fucked it up. I've really fucked it up again"
"He fucked some other girl a few hours after you broke up when you was drunk may I add" jb says
"I just need a long hug"
"Come here"jb says
I go over to him and hug him. I walk over to the cupboard and grab a bottle of vodka and walk off to the beach.
"Sienna where you going?" Pope asks
"For a walk I'll be back in about 1 hour"
I make it to the beach and start drinking. I regret everything it's all my fault and he doesn't even care.
Im just going to get super pissed. Im very drunk and about to throw up when a voice says,
"Hey sienna"
"Topper?"
"Yep"
"It's getting late"
"Ye so what you doing"
"Who knew you would be here looking like you do"
"Do you know what you started"
"What"
I lean into him. "Wait I can't Rafe likes you"
"Fuck Rafe"
"Ye"
Without I doubt I kiss him. I slip my tongue into his mouth as his fights mine.
"Shall we go back to mine?"
"Would but have to get back till next time right?"
"Ye" topper says
What was I thinking topper hes not even good looking I guess I wanted to get back at JJ and Rafe because it's funny.
I walk back to the chateau.
"Your playing music" I say
"Ye" Sarah says
"I love this song"
"Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath, I'ma stick it out to the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh"
All the pouges laugh at me as I'm drunk.
I walk to my room to see JJ and Amy in there.
"OUT OF MY ROOM PLEASE"
"Sie are you drunk?"
"Silly question no"
I run back out to where the music is being played and sung "You can run into my arms
It's okay, don't be alarmed
Come into me
So gon' and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because
When the sun shines, we shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath, I'ma stick it out to the end
Now that it's raining more than ever"
"Go to bed sienna"
"It's raining, raining
Ooh, baby, it's raining, raining
Baby, come into me
Come into me
It's raining, raining
Ooh, baby, it's raining, raining
You can always come into me
Come into me
It's pouring rain"
"Hey JJ you can come into me"
JJ just rolls his eyes and smirks but Amy doesn't look impressed as all the other pouges laugh.
I walk to my bedroom and pas out on my bed. I need my JJ back.
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RomanceSienna Booker Routledge also known as Sienna B has been part of the pouges for the longest of time. She's closest with JJ maybank as they are Basically the same person. It starts with flirting and turns into feelings that aren't allowed from John Bo...
