How About Now?

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In the matter if seconds she kicked off in panic that was when I knew what I had to do

Just as I saw she began to pass out I lifted her up with one arm sat on her bed and just let her... I guess... Cuddle me? And as much as I was scared someone wpukd come in, her BP went down in the matter of milliseconds. She seemed so calm, so happy, so cute....

I thought if it was worth trying to tell her now, I tried to think about how I coukd tell her. Do I just say "I like you more than just a friend" or just say "I love you"? I didn't know what to say, I've never had to confess to someone. I've never caught these kind of feelings for ANYONE, how do you ask someone out? At this point I knew if I was going to ask anyone to be my girlfriend it wpukd be y/n

Just as I opened my mouth to say something my old man and the old hag came in

"Katsuki???? Are you giving someone affection???? What a sight to see, no one wpukd believe this just by telling them this!!" the old hag got excited bc I was showing someone affection, it's what I had to do to calm her down, keep her safe. That's what hero's do

Oh. My. Fucking. God. I sound like the damn deku! Whatever, I have more important things to worry about.

"It is something you wouldn't expect but everything to do with y/ns current situation he's done whatever it is he can do, he really cares abt her. Wouldn't suprise me if they got together at some point, y/ns the only girl he shows a soft side to, not even we get that she dose" my old man's words made my face heat up, y/n looked up at me and smiled

"your not wrong, but it's only been this past year he's been this nice to me, before that he always bullied me" I realised what was happening but was a bit too late to stop it...

"He what? Hun he always did research on helping people with ADHD, he always talked about you and how brought your day was, 'oh she had a horrible sensory overload' 'she didn't have her favourite fidget toy and had a huge meltdown, I felt so bad' one day he came home so excited 'HEY HEY IT'S Y/NS BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND I FOUND SOME FIDGET TOYS THEY'D LOVE LET'S GO LET'S GO WE NEED TO GO GET THEM', we went out and got them but based on what you've told us he never gave them to you, never helped you or anything" that hag just exposed everything I worked on for the past 8 years!

That did give me and idea tho, I still had the fidget toys and knew everything they liked they over share with me more than they realise

"Yea ok you old hag shut up"

I felt really ashamed I led my parents to believe I actually made an attempt to help someone I've cared about my whole life when I was younger

I fucked up then but now I am going to try help, I've spent over 10 years learning how to help sk nows the time to put it to good use it wasn't going tk be hard ik everything so I just need to see the signs and put it to work

My parents finally left leaving me and y/n in the room on the bed. Her family poked their heads in to let us know they had to head off and asked me if I was ok with sating with her for the night. Mr Aizawa gave me the day off to take care of her

The wards dinner lady came in it see what she wanted to eat, after that we were due to be alone in the room for about 2 hours before someone was due to come in and do the basic checks on her. But I still didn't know what to say, how do I tell someone how I feel about them? I've never had to do something like this before, just me and her but is confessing in a hospital room a good idea? Surely shed prefer I take her put somewhere ik she'll like, not a hospital.

That's when I remembered the idea I had earlier. I'd forgotten the idea I had due to my parents yabbering on about nonsense, luckily I remembered thinking about it more so all I need to do is plan it.

I pulled my laptop out of my bag and started planning how, when and where I was gonna tell her, I coulda sworn I was on my working on it for 20 minutes when the nurse came in to do the regular checks on her. But I tried not to fuss about it as she was happy keeping herself entertained with YouTube videos and fidget toys so I kept working on the plan until she either needed me or something was going wrong.

About 4 hours had passed and nothing too bad happened, she had some spikes from hyperactivity but other than that pretty much nothing. We did have a few chats about what she was watching, she was watching (fave yt channel). I don't really know them so I asked her questions on it when her BP would spike to calm her down and keep her from spiking to high and passing out. I really left her be to eat her food when she was bought the f/f she asked for.

I didn't realise until 2 am shed fallen asleep at some point, it was then I shut my laptop off and put it away. I then went over to her bed and tucked her in so she was nice and warm when she woke up and wouldn't be cold during the night and giving her the softie she had on her. That's then when I got myself ready to sleep, layed on the pull out sofa bed and dozed off.....









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