✔️ Purple Sky | Dodam

III

KYLE
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"They have a surfing class at the beach. Wanna join?" We looked at Jaden hyung who just came back from going outside.

"Maybe tomorrow, we have 2 weeks anyway. for now I'm going to crash." Sam yawns as he throws away his trash.

"I'll stay with Sam." Jun hyung stops bickering with David hyungs and whines, "What? I thought we're here to have fun! That's what you get for not sleeping earlier."

"As sam said, we'll be staying here for two weeks and we weren't able to sleep immediately as we had to pitch our tent unlike y'all. You took a nap and left us without helping." I glared and he just gave me a peace sign.

"Ok fine, but tomorrow onwards no one's sleeping until bedtime!" Danny hyung declares

"But— " Jun hyung placed a lettuce wrap on David hyung's mouth before he can argue.

"No buts." David hyung throws a glare at Jun hyung as he munches on his food.

"You sure you don't want to go out with them?" Sam gave me a look as I lay beside him in our tent with the door open to let the breeze come in. I don't trust myself with him in this small space with the door closed.

When we closed the door on Jun and Danny hyung earlier, all I could think was how close we were to each other as we guarded the zipper to make sure they can't come in. How his heat radiated beside me while our fingers touched.

"I'm sure. Besides, I want to hear your output and maybe your help." I sat up and turned to him, Seating indian seated.

"Help with what?" I smiled and grabbed my guitar. He sat up and eyes sparkling with excitement. "A song?!"

"Mm. I need to pass an original and I made one with you in mind." I answer, tuning my guitar.

"Me?" I halted on what I was doing and retracted what I said in my mind and almost cussed. Avoiding his gaze, I turned to get my notebook. "Yeah, your voice."

"Oh. It's been so long since I heard your original." It has been a while. I had no courage to let him hear it as they're basically confessions for him. This one's no exception.

"Playing Games?" He mumbled as he reads my music sheet, nodding along the silent beat. He used to play the piano so he knows how to read a music sheet.

"What do you think?" His eyes lifted from the notebook in his hands to my eyes.

Cocking a brow, he tilts his head, "It's heart fluttering, I can feel how badly you want to be with her. Are you in a long distance relationship?"

"It's just a song Sam." I chuckled, taking my notebook back.

"It's not just a song when you're the one who made it Kyle." He rolls his eyes, laying back down, closing his eyes

"It's not that far of a distance per sé, it's more like you being busy with your academics that our conversations gets shorter, that I sometimes wish to go back when we first met so I have more time with you but we have no control over time."

Judging from how his chest rise and fall, his lips slightly parting and head fals lightly to his side, he had fallen asleep and too drowsy to make sense and read between the lines of my explanation. I leaned over, brushing his hair over of his forehead. My lips tugged up as I slowly lay beside him on my side, facing him and whispered, "What am I going to do with you?"

He moved closer and I chuckled, he really can't sleep with only one pillow. I adjusted myself and slowly lift his head so he can use my arm as a pillow. He snuggled close and I took a deep breath, slowly exhaling as my hand softly pats his hair. "If only we can only stay like this—" I shook my head. No, I don't. I don't want to keep longing for you silently, holding you close knowing it won't be me for the rest of your life.