Better

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I thought I was better
My sleepless night turned into early morning
My nights alone became nights with someone else
My intrusive thoughts slowly went away
I thought I was better
Until I wasn't
Sleepless nights returned
I was with someone but felt so alone
My intrusive thoughts returned
I wasn't better
The thing is though
No one understands
I am not better
I will never be better
As long as I'm alive the demons are still there
Ready to come out at any moment
I will never be better
Maybe that's okay
But for today
I just wish I was better
November 4, 2023

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