The Final Ammmedment of our Destiny

chapter 5

Zenande's POV

To say I'm pissed off is an understatement where does he get the nerve to do that ?not like I had done it before
See in high school I've always saved my firsts being delusional and being like 'i want him to be my first buy hug '

I want him to do this ....as life went by u had my firsts and just this one thing I wanted to give it to me glad he notices he's not worthy

I locked myself in my room he can find his way out he's always been good at running away this time would be the best decision to make

Nkosi:"Zee please open up !"

That's him banging my door ugggh why ? Couldnt he be a coward again

Nkosiyabo:"look im begging you okay ,I'm not rejecting you this is me respecting you okay this is me pouring my heart out to you not through words but actions "

Nkosiyabo's POV

I like her !! I like her !! That all I can say the first thing I didn when i landed was come to her house I know she would be home she once mentioned she's not working this week I pay attention I guess

The last two weeks in Joburg were miserable no Viber I've been me ,trying to better my life and myself

I flopped again ,she locked me out of the room well she's inside
I flop down on the floor

Me:"I know I've said this too much but for once I can say this without any offensiveness or no pressure from friends or people this is coming out from the goodness of my heart ,Im sorry Zenande,look I know what I did was stupid and foolish but I've liked you for so long I saw the effort you couuld put ,I blocked as a way of trying to push you away just cause you don't deserve a bad guy like me "

Me:"I'm sorry ,I like you too just was afraid what my friends were going to say they were going to judge me ,you know the type of girls we used to go to you are beautiful your dimples man your dimples bring some light into my life I wish you can just give me a chance please to explain things better to you "

Tears start rolling down my cheeks ,I keep pouring my heart out to her explaining things to her from the start I'm still sitting down on the floor of the passage outside
the bedroom that's how much I'm into this girl

I doze off ,on the floor

Zenande's POV

I have lot of mixed emotions do I want to go back to loving him ?" Has he changed or not "

It's been what an hour of sitting on on the floor ,I stand up and honestly I'm tired ,I think it's time we talk things out
I open the door and he has dozed off on the floor ,near the door

I shake him up a bit he's shocked at first but finally remembers where is at ?

Me:"come back to bed"

I open my hand out for him to take it and lshake to see what's happening
I walk him inside my room it's a grey room ,

I try setting up the bed and just start getting in underneath the blankets ,I place a pillow to separate us

Me:"no touching "

Nkosiyabo:"that ain't gonna last for long "

I smirk at him and just try closing my eyes just to regain some sleep
He's only in his trunk ,In less than a minutes he has his hands around my waist well his erection is poking me he kisses my back

No complaints this side

He rests his head on my shoulder and sighs heavily

Nkosiyabo:"Zen I'm never going to be fully happy sharing this moment without feeling guilty I really am sorry for the pain I caused you "