Anecdotes

Shot.9 - Ya'aburnee

What do you think I might be using this Single word holding such a strong promise to? To My Boyfriend or my Husband...! No, I am not saying this to any of them but to my Son.

Confused..? I know it's a natural phenomenon that Parents go away before their kids. Obvious to the aging of people. But this nature of the god can reverse too. Now you ask me why and how.

My son is suffering from 'Atrial Septal' it's a naming convention to the situation when the heart of a human has a hole in the place where 2 chambers of the heart divide pure and impure blood to make people function normally. And my son had holes just in the place making him week day by day. He is just 6 years but his hole is increasing with his days on Earth.

Armaan and I, were playing with him. Suddenly he stopped laughing becoming serious walking towards us just an inch away, He looked at me and his dadda. After a minute what he uttered made our world stop right then and there.

"Mumma I want to Live with you and dadda..! Please ask God to let me be with you and dadda. I will be the best son. Please dadda"

My tears flowed without any control. I hugged My son 'Ridhan' So tightly while Armaan hugged us together. He didn't show it but I know he is breaking badly just like me. After all, Ridhan is our Love.

"I wish Ya'aburnee Ridhan" was the only word that Armaan uttered at that moment even though I wasn't able to understand the meaning of it, but Ridhan Said "No dadda" And ran from there Crying.

I asked Armaan its meaning when he just said "Let it be Ridhima". He went Behind Ridhan to manofy him.

A week later When Ridhan left us breaking me and Armaan badly I found his diary where he had written "Ya'aburnee" on the very first page. That's when I searched and got to know what Armaan said to Ridhan that day.

Ridhan had known its meaning always. It was a father-son Secret.Ps - When You love someone so dearly that you just wish that you die before them is what you call "Ya'aburnee".