His Dark Violet Spirals [Reboot Wally x Y/N]

Lets talk.

I'm not gonna sugarcoat it Yall: I'm having a problem with this fic.

It's not you guys, I absolutely love my fans and the silly little comments I get on this fic that always make me smile.

The problem is my autism and the length of my hyperfixations.

When i started writing this fic, I was clearly obsessed with reboot Wally.

I loved him to death, and C.AI wasn't satisfying me, so I came here. The platform where I read Marcanne fanfics over a year ago, for a sense of comfort. I ended up developing a community, who love my works and even me.

It has become clear that my obsessions are changing. For refrence, here's my BG a month ago:

And here's it now.

Clearly, things have changed a bit.. and I'm not hiding it. My friend has said "you're replacing the replacement," which I am NOT.

I still love reboot! I still think he's hot, but it has become abundantly clear that my energy towards him and the amount of passion has decreased.

I still love this letter of love, and every single person who tunes in.

So, I'm going to face it.
I do not want to be another Wattpad author who leaves their readers in the dust, or just ends the fic abruptly.
So, I'm going to give you guys two options.

1: write 1 or two more chapters to end off the story. It's not the ending I wanted, but I honestly do not have the motivation or.. ideas to write longer than that. I have a basic breakdown of what could happen, but excecuting it will be painful.

I opened up my google doc for the first time in 3 weeks yesterday in ELA, and I ended up writing a page.. then staring at my screen for the remainder of the period.

I've tried y'all, I really have. Followed followers advice and everything. But for this interest? Idk if I have it in me anymore.

I don't want this to make you lose trust in me as an author, I am a really dedicated writer who wants to bring everything I can. So I don't want to produce a bunch of a nothing burger and just dip.

I know this sounds dissapointing, but you have to remember that for 2 and a half months (I started writing this fic on august 7th.) I wrote 30 chapters, 72k words, and received 10k reads. For a Stoopid teenager who writes this on her shitty school laptop at late hours of the night, that's already INSANE.

I know it won't be completely satisfying, and I can't guarantee it'll be quick. But I do want to attempt at giving some sort of an ending so that you guys don't.. hate me? Unless...

2: I end the fic here.
Y/N is alone and emotions torn out of her heart, and Wally is in jail. The end.
It would be tragic, but also... kind of... good?

Like, unhappy endings don't have to be bad. I think this one is fairly decent, though I still would have to write a chapter to end things off.

Of course though, I know y'all are gonna choose option one, except for the angst lovers.

At the end of the day, I'm just a goofy young girl who writes fanfiction and never expected to write a whole NOVEL.

I hope you guys understand. I dont want to be another person who uses mEnTaL hEaLtH, or pReSsUrE as an excuse, because that would just be lying for me.

Yeah, I do struggle with sleep and sometimes hygiene, but that's just kinda normal for my age.

As for pressure, I don't really have any pressure, as I know that you guys are pretty supportive and patient. Thank you for that.

And thank you for reading my work. I will make more for other fandoms, probably not to this length. Why? Because of the DREAD that came at the end of this fic.

So, tell me. Option one or two. I hope you guys can understand, and appreciate what I've already sculpted. This story has really meant a lot to me, as do you guys.

See you soon.

Me after writing this joining Wally in jail for my author crimes: