Not meant to be

The imposter

The first day of eighth grade and I found out he was dating a girl over the summer. It did bother me a little but they'd break up right? Of course they would they had to. I had taken a break from my best friend shreya since we got into an argument once again so I couldn't ramble to her about it. This crush thing now lasted around eight months, we had texted a little bit over the summer so that was actually pretty good. I was happy he'd texted me but now he wasn't he probably was texting his girl friend. I had a couple classes with him this year, and he talked to me a couple times too. It was awkward since I knew he had a girlfriend but I never talked to him first I would get way too red to do so. I had lost some feelings for him but it was still there, since I liked him for eight months so why would it end now. He was always being stupid in our morning class which was pretty funny. He talked a lot to shreya in our morning class which was a little hurtful but she didn't seem to answer him much which made me feel a little more happy. He always had his back arched which was a little weird I was doubting if he was gay and not straight even if he had a girlfriend. I looked at him a couple times not as much as in seventh grade thankfully. This was almost the end of my feelings for him I thought. He hadn't talked to me as much and I didn't stare at him as much. I was still a little upset about him not talking to me though. It was a couple days after the first day of school and I went to a concert missing one day of school. No one really realized so I was a little hurt about it. It now was September and me and shreya started talking once more which made me really happy. I know was doubting alot if I still liked him or not. Him and his girlfriend did break up now of one month of dating which was funny since they didn't even talk much in the first place. Their whole relationship was full of wack they didn't talk at all. And I'm surprised he's the one to fall for her and the one to break up with her. He could've been dating me for the entire month but no he chose her instead. Shreya would look at me weirdly every time he got even a little close to me in morning class which was really annoying and made me laugh so hard. I laughed a lot during those times almost peeing myself. He had talked to me a little more than before and my feelings for him were almost completely gone but they were still there. I remember the amount of times I cried for him was she crying from his breakup with him as much as I cried even though I'm not dating him. I didn't know until shreya told me that he had broken up with her because he knew she was about to break up with him and he didn't want to be the one getting dumped. It was quite funny to get to know what he had done and seems that she was very mad at him for doing it the day before she was about to break up with him. The conversation of this breakup was awkward and she had walked away pissed that she couldn't do it first.