***Chapter7:If he could only be him...***
"Hayyyyyyyy..."
B.O.R.I.N.G.
Ang boring boring boring! Weekend ngayon at eto ako ngayon nakasalampak sa kama.Walang magawa as in! Si Indeehra, may family time, si C.E? na tanging nagtttiyagang kumausap sa'kin? Busy ata, di naman natawag.
At about naman dun sa "Alyssa-Collaine-Valdez" Thingy? Wala naman, simula noon 'di na ko nag open up ng topic na ganon and iniiwasan ko'ng maopen 'yun kasi naman alam niyo naman, may secret admirer pala akuu :3 HAHA! Mas naging curious ako sa katauhan ni Mr. C.E kasi naman sa nilaki laki naman kasi ng Westlake, 'di naman lahat ng students dun kilala mo, Hello!?
Okay tama na, bored pala 'ko 'no? Ano kayang pwedeng gawin this weekend? Ah! Punta nalang ako sa Amusement Park dito sa'min, wala lang pasyal pasyal? he-he ^_^V
At napagdesisyonan ko na ang gagawin ko ngayong araw, naligo ako at namili ng aking OOTD! (^O^)/
Isa siyang simple striped shirt sa taas then flaming red skirt sa baba then I tucked my shirt in my skirt then sneakers.
"Perfect!"
Sabi ko sa harap ng salamin habang pinagmamasdan ang aking 'simpleng' itsura, itinali ko ang aking buhok pataas dahil tuyo naman ito kasi nag blower ako, then kinuha ko na ang aking sling bag na casual lang.
Doooone! Tara na Rak \m/
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NAKAKAPAGOD. HOHO! \(^_____^)/
Saya ng rides then games, bumili ako ng snacks ko which is siopao and iced tea at naupo sa isang malapit na bench na nahagilap ng aking mga mata.
Para mas feel ang ambiance sa lugar, kinuha ko yung beats na studio version ko sa bag ko, Soundtrip. :D
Now playing:Teardrops on my guitar (Taylor Swift)
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Napalingon ako sa isang lalaking nakaupo sa ilalim ng puno...
Nakita ko siya, nakaupo sa tabi ng isang puno, hawak niya ung phone niya, habang nakapikit at nakangiti ng bahagya
Hayyy..those are the cutest smile I've ever seen....
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so inlove, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
Pero sa tuwing naiiisip ko na 'yang mag ngiting 'yan hindi para sa'kin, nasasaktan ako....
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that's keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Kahit ilang beses siguro akong magpapansin sakanya na nag eexist ako, 'di pa'rin niya 'ko makikita, minsan gusto ko nang sumigaw sa harap niya na "Oi!Nandito 'ko!I exist!"
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes so perfectly,
the kind of flawless I wish I could be,
she'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
Sa mga ngiti niya, Hayyy.... sana nalang yang babaeng mahal niya, mahal din siya.....Sana ako nalang 'yun 'no? Kasarap mangarap, kaso...Hindi e. :'')
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
Ang lapit niya sa'kin, ayan na lang siya oh! Pwede ko nang kausapin, pero bawat tingin ko sakanya, nasasaktan ako....
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car, I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up , but there's never enough
and he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
Umalis na 'ko sa kinauupuan ko, ayan nanaman nagdradrama nanaman ako...Hayyyy...
Love is so Ironic talaga...
'yung may gusto sa'kin, di ko naman gusto, ni 'di ko nga kilala e, 'yung gusto ko, di rin ako gusto...'di rin ako kilala...Tss
Kung si C.E nalang sana si Nath.....
Imposible..
Kung kilala ko lang si C.E, sana siya nalang, kaso hindi natuturuan ang puso.
