Guilt feelings

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Guilt feelings.....

I don't know what came over me today what i did to Regina. Regina came off from work with another man infront of my house and I spotted them hugging. Thats should be me, but she decided to whore around like any other bitch that i had in my life. That ungrateful human being in my house. But still i had this guilt feeling what i did to her. Dis i hurt her that bad?

On the other hand she deserves it but on the other hand she doesn't, because he usually don't hurt women like that. This is the first tome i layed my hands on a woman and hurt her. Hope I don't left bruises on her body.

Regina being so lifeless now, on her bed and just sobbed herself to sleep. When she wakes up itvwas already 3 Am in the morning. She woke up and took a shower, because she was still in her work clothes. She took a shower and all her muscles hurt, i don't know how but it hurts her. She does well know that Robin fist her hair and held her pulse so tight, that when he left her hand she felt something burning her. Yet she doesn't know where it is.

As i took a warm shower, i dried my hair off, i stood in the mirror and watch my puffy eyes. And I thought what have i done wrong to this man, that I barely know him? We haven't even talk for more than 5 minutes. I don't know why he hate me so much. Should i just wait till he ask me to divorce him? Because he hate me so much that when i will last, it will hurt me more everyday. It will hurt that I could not be the wife he will love. But just someone he just married on paper for wealth for the both of us.

Just when i looked myself in the mirror, i begain to get teary again, because the images are playing again in my head. What will happen next time if he hurt me? Will he shock me this time? No I don't think so. When i look further to my hands, i just noticed my bruised hands my pulse, they were red, by later in the morning it will be purple. Because i know am a very sensitive person if someone hurt me so hard or hold my hand to tight.

Only my left hand were bruised, you can see the big hand of Robin on my pulse. Is scaring me off, but i will put some medicine to make it go a way or some foundation so it won't show. Luckily I won't be working later today so i will start doing the garden, so no one will see the bruises.

I put my pjs on and went to bed with the thoughts of not being enough as a wife. Like that sleep took over.

Robin couldn't sleep. Just went he wake up on 3 am he heard some sizzling in the other room. That must be Regina waking up. Because when i left her she just didn't move at all. So i guess the talking weary her. And went straight sleeping. Robin sat on his bed with his hand in his hair and thought why he did that to Regina.

Should i apologize tobher what i did? Or just leave it like that. No I won't say sorry to her, because she would have known her place to not bring a freaking man infront of my house and absolutely not my so called best friend that slept with my ex finance back in years. That jerk! Now he tried with Regina. How many more women of mine he had to take ?

I went back to bed and tried to sleep, but it was very hard to close those eyes. But just when i tried closing my heavy eyes, i fell a sleep.

The next morning I don't have to be early at work so i will take my time. As usual that ugly wife of mine made breakfast. She always make it early and left in the oven and coffee. And despaired in the house, where she went is not my business.

I took the coffee and went upstairs again to finish my work and put all the stuff in my briefcase. Just when i look outside my windows i saw someone in the big yard with jeans and a white T- shirt and just spit the ground and put some flowers in the yard. Thought to myself, who can that be? Must be one of those gardeners that i hired.

But it was not any gardener that i hired, it was my Unwanted Wife doing some vegetables and flowers amd planting the yard on this early morning. Doesn't she had to work? Maybe not.

Regina made breakfast and took a shower and wore a jeans and whote shirt and went to the yard and did some planting. Some vegetables and some flowers she bought days ago. It made her happy, well at least made her happy that she is gardening, so she can take her mind of the things that is happening here around her. The butlers and gardeners came also earlier sp it was fun doing some work in the yard.

She was having a little chat with them, when she saw someone watching her from the big window where Robin sleep. Well in that case it was Robin, she just looked at him a for a second but he put on a angry face and just likt that Regina turned around to look the other way.

Just when she looked at him, all the emotions and pain came to her again and just took a minute to calm down.
When she was done doing some gardening she went inside and made some lunch for the people that helped her and did her house duties too. Because last night Robin told her that she must do everything now jn the house and keep it clean, even when hse is also a doctor because she entered herself in hell.

Thanks you for reading. We see you on the next chapters.

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