Overthinking

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Overthinking the situation.......

Nothing makes you more scared than kissing your wife that u never have talked or that u left her for a year aside. Regina always did her things at home and always is on time for anything she was told. She never ask for money nor something of me. I was overthinking the situation. Did i even scared her from the kiss hours ago?

Robin went to his room after dinner, he couldn't get the awkwardness of the silence in the house after the intimacy with Regina. It scare him also that he just kissed regina. But the thing was that he is going to try to make it work with her.

Regina was still in the kitchen and confused and felt like what just happened a hour ago? Did robin really kissed me? Or was i dreaming? By the way that was hell of a kissed from a husband! Robin just storm off from the kitchen after they had dinner. I think he felt the awkwardness in the room and he couldn't stand regina.

As regina cleaned up the dinner, she had a cup of tea. She made even tea also for robin. But was to afraid to go up to his room and give it to him. Should i try give it to him? Maybe!

Regina made also tea for him. To stair and on the right there was robin his room and on the left of the house there was reginas room. Regina walked to the stairs and just stand before robins room. As regina knocked on the door there was no answer.

Regina knocked several time but no answer. Maybe he is in his study room. Regina walk a bit further to his study room and knocked. Than there was his voice.

" Robin? Are you in there? I brought you tea. Aaahhh yes come in" as regina walked inside she saw a black room and it was so dark. No lights were on. Robin was sitting in the dark ready a book. Or was his pretending ready? No he was not, he was reading his files from work.

" i brought you tea. Yes thank you! You can put it right there in the corner on the table" while he was saying that you could hear his rude voice again and that cold feeling he was giving. Was he all going back to it again?

Was the kiss even real? Why is he talking like that again? He said he wanted to try but he still gives me that cold and rude feelings. " aaahh yessss, what else may i helped you? Is there something you want? Just with that cold voice. " aah no, just brought u the tea"

That son of a bitch of husband ! He will never change. I think the reason why he kissed me was just to shut the fuck up. " if u have nothing to ask nor say, can you please leave? And while going out the room shut the door." He told me that with not feeling at all, just hate all over again.

And so i left and just walked away with that down feeling face. Regina closed the door and went to her room. What have i ever done to this man that he hates me. One hour ago he said he wanted to try and kissed and now he his giving me those cold hearted feelings. He even answered me without looking at me.

The night went on a sleep took over me because tomorrow we have work again. At it will all be the same routine as always. What should i do more with a husband like him. Should just ask him for a divorce? Is already a year we have been together. Lets see where this is going if this will now work i will ask him for a annulment. Just like that Regina slept with all the thoughts in her head.

Is it wrong I hurt Regina just a few second ago? I don't even know how to handle my shit anymore around her. I hope she doesn't get me wrong because I really want our marriage to work. by the way I didn't know my wife has that nice of those plum lips. I could kiss her all night and day. I think that she even like my kisses because what I heard was just pleasure of her mouth. I can't wait to give her a piece of mind when this marriage will work.

I'm overthinking the situation now of my wife and I. what should I do to make it look less scary towards her. Because I just talk rude to her and I know she will think dirty of me. and will think that I just don't want the marriage to work. Regina, Regina..... what else could I do to make you mind this fast. what else could make you fall in love with me and that you will believe I am not the man u know I am. Regina have seen the rude side of me, the abusive side, the cold side, the horrible side of me to her. I know this will take time but believe me Regina I will be the man you will never forget, I will be the man you need.

I will make this right, I will make it up to her. Because I missed a lot and I was busy chasing another women that doesn't even value me for who I am. They only value me for my money and my wealth. No wonder my mother doesn't like my girlfriends that bring home. She always liked Regina, she always mentioned Regina name when I was younger. She always told me that I will marry someone that knows my value. Till the day she married me, I always pushed her away because she cost me problem. But I failed her as a husband, I failed her as a wife that values me more than the women I had in my life. Eve was just after my money and my fame of my family. Marian is just a toxic woman that look nice Infront of people with me and she take me just for my fame and wealth. But Regina is just a woman that always  there for me even when I hurt her. She always did her best to make dinner and breakfast. What kind of woman will do that.

thank you for reading. Till the next chapter. Not the best chapter, but i will try for the next one to spice it up.

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