MINE!

You Have To Let Me Go

"How'd you get this number? No I do not fuckin want to meet up with you. Get this through your head, it's over, I'm not getting involved, not again" I end the call and then throw my phone hard into my bedroom wall

"Keep it down up there!" Yells my dad as though I'm still the teenager he can boss around but I'm not that kid anymore and I won't be told what to do by anyone.

I drop down onto my bed and rest my head in my hands.

What the hell am I doing with my life? 21 years old, just out of jail, no job, no house, no future and no Taylor

Taylor...

I close my eyes and conjure up the memories of last night. How it felt to touch her, to kiss her after all that time apart and then I remember the boy and remember it was him she went to bed with last night, his hands that were all over her, him that was in my place in my bed with my girl.

I growl out loud in frustration

I wish I could go back two years, I wish I could say no when I stupidly said yes, I just didn't realise then what one wrong decision would cost me... well maybe one big wrong decision and a handful of smaller ones along the way

"Travis! Visitor!" I hear my dad yell and I instinctively run to my closet and take out the gun I have hidden, I slide it into my back pocket and then rush to my window to see if I can see a car or any other sign of who's waiting for me but everything seems quiet so I start the journey downstairs, my hand on my gun at all times

"Ten minutes and then she goes" my dad informs me whilst taking his jacket from the hook and walking out the front door.

Her?

I push the door wider and almost shit my pants when I see Taylor stood on my door step gazing up at me with those big blue eyes, her shorts, short and her white T-shirt hanging loose off one shoulder revealing no bra and I have to stop myself throwing her over my shoulder and running up the stairs to my room

"Hey" I can't help but smile at her like an idiot, she looks so fuckin beautiful

" Can we talk?"

"Come up" she walks past me and we both move in silence up the stairs to my bedroom, entering the small space before I pull the door shut and watch as she moves to the edge of the bed and sits down

"That's the bed you lost your virginity on" I remind her and she gasps at my words

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Travis moved his body over that of the blond the way he had dozens of times before, his lips connecting with hers as her fingers grabbed the taut muscles of his biceps.

Their lips and tongues moved against each other in symmetry, slowly at first and then speeding up as the fire of desire spread

"Okay, okay" the boy said whilst pulling away and lifting his body from his girlfriends "Give me a second to cool down" he wiped a hand over his face, amazed as always just how quickly she worked him into a frenzy, he'd been with girls before but not one of them had effected his body the way she did

"Travis, I don't want you to cool down" her hands reached down and took hold of the hem of her T-shirt "In fact, I only want things to heat up"with that she lifted the blue material from her body and let it drop to Travis' bedroom floor

"Are you sure?" He asked as his eyes moved over her naked shoulders and then her chest, that was covered only by a lacy, navy blue bra

"I love you. You've proved to me that you love me too and that sex isn't all that this is about by waiting 3 months to be with me. I want this with you"