I knew while I was busy working and my hubbies were at home they were busy fucking. which Im fine with.
I just hope they've got some extra spunk to put inside me.
We've been fucking a lot trying to get pregnant and so far nothing. I guess if we can destress or just unwind from whats been going on we'd possibly luck up.
So I had planned to spend a whole long weekend with my boys. I've had everything arranged and set up so I have time off. Ian has time off and hopefully, Mickie will not be worried about pimping hoes.
Once I had finished up with work I headed out and ran into my little brother in law.
"Hi Cars whats up?" I asked
"Can I ask you something?" he asked
"what?" I asked
"when you fell in love with Mickie and Ian what did it feel like?" he asked
I nodded towards my car and we got in.
I turned my car on and cranked the heat since today Chicago was cold as hell.
"honestly It had no feeling at first. I mean I've known Ian for a real long time and we've experienced so much." I say
"I know that," he says
"But the moment I knew I feel in love with him Mickie was involved and the two of them was very loving and protective of me. we all three equaled each other out. we shared each other's burden, we tended to each other. and with out saying anything we was there when the other needed it but never verbalized it. So that alone made me fall for them both. I just felt so well loved and appreacited as well as protected by them." I tell him
"so thats what alot of girls like?" he asked
"Well some do and soem want to do a whole lot of things for theirselves. but they'd like to have someone who gives a shit about what they are saying, their feelings, and to just listen when they rant and rave about endless shit" I tell him
he nodded his head
"come on I'll drop you off at home" I tell him before I pulled out of the parking spot and headed off to the Gallahger's place.
After I dropped Carl off I headed home and called out my greeting but got no reply.
so I locked the place up and went to upstairs to see if Mickie and Ian were home.
when I opened the bedroom door I was hit in the face with sex smell.
I looked over towards the bed and there they was lying curled up with each other.
I sighed and a whole bunch of fucking thoughts crashed through me which made me really upset and thinking the worst.
I silently closed the door before I headed downstairs and sat on the couch allowing all those thoughts to fill my mind.
I know I'm happily married and both Mickey and Ian tell me just how much they love me and wanna be with me for the rest of their lives. but I cant help but think of how much happier they'd be if it was just them two.
I never felt the tears that fell until Mickie stood before me and wiped them away drawing my attention to him.
"whats wrong? What happened?" he asked
"Those thoughts" I say knowing that he already knows what I mean.
"what triggered 'em?" he asked
"I got home and saw you both curled up right real close in bed together and they all hit at once. so instead of joining you two as I would normally do I closed the door came down here and just let them fill my mind" I replied
"would you two be much happier without me in the mix?" I asked
"what?" he asked
"honestly?" I asked
"why the fuck would you think that?" he asked
"I'm curious" I replied
he sighed before he sat down and had me look at him.
"we both fucking love you. with you in the mix you level our heads and we aren't fucking bat shit crazy. yeah, Ian has Bipolar and shit. but you help him with that. like you help me with so much of my shit. he says
"that doesnt anwwser my question" I say
"yeah if fucking does" he says
"no Mickey It doesnt" Ian says
I looked over and seen him walking down the steps.
"yeah I love having sex with Mickey. and when he and I do things together. but when we al lthree are together fucking, creasing each other, showing each other just how much we mean to one another. and making love that makes all the shit outside feel great. like whatever happened out in the world is going to damper what happens in our little world. I love you and Mickey loves you. without you we'd be lost roaming souls that drift apart so many times trying to find our way. You are our anchor. and though we are the guys of the marriage you hold us grounded and keep us from drifting away. you are a very important person in this realtionship and we'll never think differently. " he says
"really?" I asked getting emotional
Ian picked me up having me face him before he sat down so I was straddling his lap.
"yeah hunny" he says
I smiled before I gave him a kiss.
"look at me Micayla" Mickie says
I pulled back from kissing Ian and did like he wanted.
"I there isnt any other person in this world I'd do half if any of the things I do with you or for you. casue you are very special and important to me. without you I'd be an asshole piece of shit. You are mine and Ian's world and we need you so fucking much." he says as he brushed some hair from my face and creassed my cheek before cupping it.
"I cant thank you both enough for everything you both do for me" I say
"its our job" Ian says
"one that we dont get tired of and regret doing or choosing to do" Mickie says
I smiled and kissed him then Ian.
"lets go fuck till you swell with our kid" Ian says as he gets up and carried me off with Mickie smiling as he follows.
