Moments between life and death

Mercy

Take mercy on my soul
For she does not know
The whole of pain that we will go through

She will not know how many tears were spilt into empty nights
When I was all alone

Where dark was all I knew
All I care to know
For when I long for more but could not give it to myself

She does not know
No she does not know
How can she know

Though she in me
We live in separate life's
Our realities differ
We are split

Though She longs for me to return
But how can I give in

For I know I just...
I just...
I just know this pain
It has me submerge

I can't ask for more
All that I am must be strip away to my core

How dare I ask for more
This is all I know
How can I manage to ever grow?
Why can't I learn?

I asking for more.
So take mercy on my soul.